FRIENDS by Malcolm King (.mlclm) Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I find myself needing somebody to lean on again
But I won't admit to nobody that I need help
For too long depression was my best friend
And after a year of neglecting it I find myself close to it again
My friends don't know all this
I let people know what I want them to know
I don't ever lie to them no
I don't lie to nobody but myself
I wanna stay this way til the day I die
If not I just wanna be happy
My friends make me happy
I love to see them happy too
Reason why I'm hard on me when there's sumn they going through
I only let them be there for me when I want them to
I lost love what's left to lose now
If I couldn't walk who would carry me
I know some of my friends really love me
It'd hurt them to lose me
I know some don't feel me the same no more
But I used to have enough love to share with the world
And now I feel a whole lotta nothing
Cried out my eyes til there was nothing
I'm better off this way
I still believe but I believe in not believing now
Everything will be okay apparently
But I see no hope at all
That's prolly cause I don't see Hope at all
Everything happens for a reason
I feel like a failure
I successfully fail at every relationship I go into
Don't tell me "it's not on you"
I don't take my truth like my coffee
I don't want it sugar coated
You gotta keep it 100 only
I need real ones only
Loyalty over royalty
If you leaving later leave now
Tired of accepting shit when I shouldn't
I got friends who don't even know my middle name
I got friends who don't know who I am
I'll be a better person one day
I'll not have any feelings left
But for now I'll be content with who I am
[hook]
Will you still be here tomorrow?
Only time will tell that
What would it take for you to leave me?
Only that will tell
Would my friends give me up for 30 pieces of silver?
Or less cause I'm not Jesus
[Verse 2]
I cried knowing it was the last time
I hope if I ever have kids I'm not a deadbeat old timer
I still don't wanna die alone
I pray my friends don't end up on their own
I live a life of sin so I ain't cast any stone
I just listen to way too much Post Malone
Solo dolo, I'm all alone
Because telling her bout my problems is all I've ever known
I put my emotions in my prayers
And pray to leave to leave them there
Let's pray truth or dare
You wouldn't dare lie to my face
I know we was moving at a fast pace
But here we are in last place
Only losers fall in love
We stand to lose a lot but gain more
I lost all I gained now I have nothing
You treat me like I'm nothing
I gave you everything
Almost lost most my friends
Cause I spent all my time with you
Now I don't know what to do
But get better on my own
I love all my friends
And some love me more
[hook]
Will you still be here tomorrow?
Only time will tell that
What would it take for you to leave me?
Only that will tell
Would my friends give me up for 30 pieces of silver?
Or less cause I'm not Jesus
I find myself needing somebody to lean on again
But I won't admit to nobody that I need help
For too long depression was my best friend
And after a year of neglecting it I find myself close to it again
My friends don't know all this
I let people know what I want them to know
I don't ever lie to them no
I don't lie to nobody but myself
I wanna stay this way til the day I die
If not I just wanna be happy
My friends make me happy
I love to see them happy too
Reason why I'm hard on me when there's sumn they going through
I only let them be there for me when I want them to
I lost love what's left to lose now
If I couldn't walk who would carry me
I know some of my friends really love me
It'd hurt them to lose me
I know some don't feel me the same no more
But I used to have enough love to share with the world
And now I feel a whole lotta nothing
Cried out my eyes til there was nothing
I'm better off this way
I still believe but I believe in not believing now
Everything will be okay apparently
But I see no hope at all
That's prolly cause I don't see Hope at all
Everything happens for a reason
I feel like a failure
I successfully fail at every relationship I go into
Don't tell me "it's not on you"
I don't take my truth like my coffee
I don't want it sugar coated
You gotta keep it 100 only
I need real ones only
Loyalty over royalty
If you leaving later leave now
Tired of accepting shit when I shouldn't
I got friends who don't even know my middle name
I got friends who don't know who I am
I'll be a better person one day
I'll not have any feelings left
But for now I'll be content with who I am
[hook]
Will you still be here tomorrow?
Only time will tell that
What would it take for you to leave me?
Only that will tell
Would my friends give me up for 30 pieces of silver?
Or less cause I'm not Jesus
[Verse 2]
I cried knowing it was the last time
I hope if I ever have kids I'm not a deadbeat old timer
I still don't wanna die alone
I pray my friends don't end up on their own
I live a life of sin so I ain't cast any stone
I just listen to way too much Post Malone
Solo dolo, I'm all alone
Because telling her bout my problems is all I've ever known
I put my emotions in my prayers
And pray to leave to leave them there
Let's pray truth or dare
You wouldn't dare lie to my face
I know we was moving at a fast pace
But here we are in last place
Only losers fall in love
We stand to lose a lot but gain more
I lost all I gained now I have nothing
You treat me like I'm nothing
I gave you everything
Almost lost most my friends
Cause I spent all my time with you
Now I don't know what to do
But get better on my own
I love all my friends
And some love me more
[hook]
Will you still be here tomorrow?
Only time will tell that
What would it take for you to leave me?
Only that will tell
Would my friends give me up for 30 pieces of silver?
Or less cause I'm not Jesus