☁︎ RESENTMENT ☁︎ by MOTOR (Lil Motor) Lyrics
[Verse 1}
The only one that I'm loathing is me
I'm dying slowly, it's setting me free
Endlessly chasing after an escape
But when will I find I can never be pleased?
When will I find that I've had just enough
When will I find there's no such thing as love
Can't even tell if I'm hitting rock bottom
I'm in need of someone to wake me up
I can't wake up
I am so happy
That's not the truth
I'm here without you
I resent the thought of you moving on, cause if you're moving on that means they'll be someone new
Someone else to hate, cause I'll never be them
Someone to despise, cause I'm broken again
Someone else to show me I'm in way too deep
Someone else to show me that I should just leave
You make me feel worthless
Nothing but dirt, it's
All that you do, and it's what you do best
You sit back watching me becoming a mess
You sit back seeing that you make me depressed
I'm so dead, I have no life left
Stole my heart, and you know the rest
I miss you, I have to confess
I might just, end my life instead
[Beat Transition}
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[Verse 2]
MOTOR
I can't think straight at all when I talk to you
Thinkin' 'bout all those days that I wanted you
Summer nights, going home and I'm walking you
I ain't let anybody dishonor you
Looking at you, I'm taking a glance
Your existence puts me in a trance
Yeah, you ripped out my heart and you ran with it
I try to confront you, but I can't
And I hate it, I knew I didn't have a chance
The good things in you were overly-enhanced
I'm hurting again, the same old song and dance
Having you's a wish that nobody could grant
And I hate you, but I don't really let it show
I die inside every time I see you glow
It pains me to see you grow, and see you go
Away from the person that I used to know
Got you in my mind, I'm pulling out my hair
You're killing me, but you are so unaware
I thought you loved me, you wanted to pretend
The thought of you became something I resent
I'm running from you, the hatred gon' commence
Forget you, forget this whole turn of events
Forget every second that I was mislead
I loved you, but what I give, I never get
The only one that I'm loathing is me
I'm dying slowly, it's setting me free
Endlessly chasing after an escape
But when will I find I can never be pleased?
When will I find that I've had just enough
When will I find there's no such thing as love
Can't even tell if I'm hitting rock bottom
I'm in need of someone to wake me up
I can't wake up
I am so happy
That's not the truth
I'm here without you
I resent the thought of you moving on, cause if you're moving on that means they'll be someone new
Someone else to hate, cause I'll never be them
Someone to despise, cause I'm broken again
Someone else to show me I'm in way too deep
Someone else to show me that I should just leave
You make me feel worthless
Nothing but dirt, it's
All that you do, and it's what you do best
You sit back watching me becoming a mess
You sit back seeing that you make me depressed
I'm so dead, I have no life left
Stole my heart, and you know the rest
I miss you, I have to confess
I might just, end my life instead
[Beat Transition}
(Motor)
(Motor)
(Motor)
[Verse 2]
MOTOR
I can't think straight at all when I talk to you
Thinkin' 'bout all those days that I wanted you
Summer nights, going home and I'm walking you
I ain't let anybody dishonor you
Looking at you, I'm taking a glance
Your existence puts me in a trance
Yeah, you ripped out my heart and you ran with it
I try to confront you, but I can't
And I hate it, I knew I didn't have a chance
The good things in you were overly-enhanced
I'm hurting again, the same old song and dance
Having you's a wish that nobody could grant
And I hate you, but I don't really let it show
I die inside every time I see you glow
It pains me to see you grow, and see you go
Away from the person that I used to know
Got you in my mind, I'm pulling out my hair
You're killing me, but you are so unaware
I thought you loved me, you wanted to pretend
The thought of you became something I resent
I'm running from you, the hatred gon' commence
Forget you, forget this whole turn of events
Forget every second that I was mislead
I loved you, but what I give, I never get