After Pain — Mu | Trial One ENGLISH by MILGRAM -- Lyrics

If I was gone
If I had just disappeared
I overheard, I found out
How much I’m not needed

There’s no special meaning
I got the short end of the stick
I overheard, I found out
How much I’m not needed

Why won’t you stop hurting me?
My heart is all dried up
My sorry spells must be wearing off

But I guess some of it is my fault
Maybe it’s ok as it is
I want to feel “alive”
Is it ok if I breathe?

Tell me
“I’m sorry” won’t reach anyone
I hope it will someday
“I’m sorry” won’t reach anyone
I hope it will someday

I don’t want tomorrow to come
I want to forget yesterday
I was miserable
Someone please help me

If you’re going to make me the villain
It’s ok to ignore me
If it’s endurance, I’m used to it
It’s just having another taste of it

But I see it in my dreams even though I erased it
Maybe I’m done
Just one more time before saying goodbye
I’m just kidding, please forget I said that

Let’s meet up inside the pain
A place just for me
Postmortem makeup to hide my heart
How to solve it is a secret
The stabbing of the little devil’s voice
Counterattack being a suicide note
“I love YOU”
Let’s meet up inside the pain
A place just for me
Postmortem makeup to hide my heart
How to solve it is a secret
The stabbing of the little devil’s voice
Counterattack being a suicide note
“I love YOU”

Why won’t you stop hurting me?
My heart is all dried up
My sorry spells must be wearing off

But I guess some of it is my fault
Maybe it’s ok as it is
I want to feel “alive”
Is it ok if I breathe?

Tell me

“I’m sorry” won’t reach anyone
I hope it will someday

”I'm sorry” can’t be heard by anyone
I hope it will be someday

If I was gone
If I had just disappeared
I overheard, I found out
How much I’m not needed