In My Mind by MIC-ON-MIC Lyrics
In My Mind
[Chorus]
In my mind I hate myself
Outer presence needs my help
If you knew just what we've felt
Than you'd get how love compels
[VERSE]
Aye
Break me, hate me, but you still make me
The person that I'm yet to be
No I wasn't right you see
Should've fixed it from the start
Now we're both in too far
Pulling strings from my guitar
In hope it turns me to a star
But I don't want the fame if it means a life without you
Security in my decisions no I wouldn't ever doubt you
Or much less allowed you
To change me so greatly
This music creates me but you are what makes me
This person, I'm cursing, rehearsing, the verse then I'm bursting
Into flames
No more playing all these games
I'm getting rid of what shames
Upon my name
Cause I know you'd do the same
Selfishness I overcame but I'm still the one to blame
Cause
[Chorus]
In my mind I hate myself
Outer presence needs my help
If you knew just what we've felt
Than you'd get how love compels
[VERSE 2]
She's like "Hakuna Matata" and I'm like "Wubba lubba dub dub"
They don't mean much now but wait until you look them both up
And see the deeper meaning
In my mind my thoughts revealing
Of the hate that I'm conceiving
And regrets that I am grieving
All because I wasn't thinking
My solution ain't the drinking
But it sure does seem to help
When you're standing in the mirror and can't stand to see yourself
Fuck
Why was I so careless
In my self I feel embarrassed
Skin crawling in the barest
[Chorus]
In my mind I hate myself
Outer presence needs my help
If you knew just what we've felt
Than you'd get how love compels
In my mind, In my mind...
[Chorus]
In my mind I hate myself
Outer presence needs my help
If you knew just what we've felt
Than you'd get how love compels
[VERSE]
Aye
Break me, hate me, but you still make me
The person that I'm yet to be
No I wasn't right you see
Should've fixed it from the start
Now we're both in too far
Pulling strings from my guitar
In hope it turns me to a star
But I don't want the fame if it means a life without you
Security in my decisions no I wouldn't ever doubt you
Or much less allowed you
To change me so greatly
This music creates me but you are what makes me
This person, I'm cursing, rehearsing, the verse then I'm bursting
Into flames
No more playing all these games
I'm getting rid of what shames
Upon my name
Cause I know you'd do the same
Selfishness I overcame but I'm still the one to blame
Cause
[Chorus]
In my mind I hate myself
Outer presence needs my help
If you knew just what we've felt
Than you'd get how love compels
[VERSE 2]
She's like "Hakuna Matata" and I'm like "Wubba lubba dub dub"
They don't mean much now but wait until you look them both up
And see the deeper meaning
In my mind my thoughts revealing
Of the hate that I'm conceiving
And regrets that I am grieving
All because I wasn't thinking
My solution ain't the drinking
But it sure does seem to help
When you're standing in the mirror and can't stand to see yourself
Fuck
Why was I so careless
In my self I feel embarrassed
Skin crawling in the barest
[Chorus]
In my mind I hate myself
Outer presence needs my help
If you knew just what we've felt
Than you'd get how love compels
In my mind, In my mind...