THIRSTY by MAZE AND RECKI Lyrics
I didn't want it to end this way
I remember it like it was yesterday
I left home at 18 and no jobs would take me
It was getting late
I had nowhere to stay
I found a step where i layed my head
In the morning i felt like i was
Soon i had to beg
But i turned bad instead
I ran through the street
No shoes on my feet
Grabbing other peoples bag
I think back and it makes me sad
I made a couple hundred nothing else
I had to by a gun to defend my self
I never planned to hurt anybody else
But i lost my self when they screamed for help
Now i say
Now i pray
I dont wanna live a life thats not worth living
Im seeing people fight and a lot less giving
Its getting to me no i feel like to cry
The word is steel getting worse no matter how much i try
Like why
Like why
Like why
I dont wanna live a life thats not worth living
Im seeing people fight and a lot less giving
Its getting to me no i feel like to cry
The word is steel getting worse no matter how much i try
Like why
Like why
Like why
Cause im thirsty
And im not worthy
Cause im thirsty
And im not worthy
I woke up one day
Their a guy lay
A hole in his head
Blood on his bed
Then it came to me
Im not the only one with a gun on the street
Then more people where dying
And even more crying
I had to go i couldn't stay
I just knew it was going to be me one day
I threw the gun away because it came to me other people had lives
And how selfish i was its making me cry
And now im going to die
I can't belive i took a life to fend for my self
I just can't keep dong this its draining my helth
I have no options im stuck here with nothing to do
I dont even have one penny to save and by food
So i turned to robbery take of the goods
And send my opoligies they dont get
I have to live i these streets i dont have nothing to eat and thats why my hole life is peek
Im dont wanna live a life thats not worth living
Im seeing people fight and a lot less giving
Its getting to me no i feel like to cry
The word is steel getting worse no matter how much i try
Like why
Like why
Like why
I remember it like it was yesterday
I left home at 18 and no jobs would take me
It was getting late
I had nowhere to stay
I found a step where i layed my head
In the morning i felt like i was
Soon i had to beg
But i turned bad instead
I ran through the street
No shoes on my feet
Grabbing other peoples bag
I think back and it makes me sad
I made a couple hundred nothing else
I had to by a gun to defend my self
I never planned to hurt anybody else
But i lost my self when they screamed for help
Now i say
Now i pray
I dont wanna live a life thats not worth living
Im seeing people fight and a lot less giving
Its getting to me no i feel like to cry
The word is steel getting worse no matter how much i try
Like why
Like why
Like why
I dont wanna live a life thats not worth living
Im seeing people fight and a lot less giving
Its getting to me no i feel like to cry
The word is steel getting worse no matter how much i try
Like why
Like why
Like why
Cause im thirsty
And im not worthy
Cause im thirsty
And im not worthy
I woke up one day
Their a guy lay
A hole in his head
Blood on his bed
Then it came to me
Im not the only one with a gun on the street
Then more people where dying
And even more crying
I had to go i couldn't stay
I just knew it was going to be me one day
I threw the gun away because it came to me other people had lives
And how selfish i was its making me cry
And now im going to die
I can't belive i took a life to fend for my self
I just can't keep dong this its draining my helth
I have no options im stuck here with nothing to do
I dont even have one penny to save and by food
So i turned to robbery take of the goods
And send my opoligies they dont get
I have to live i these streets i dont have nothing to eat and thats why my hole life is peek
Im dont wanna live a life thats not worth living
Im seeing people fight and a lot less giving
Its getting to me no i feel like to cry
The word is steel getting worse no matter how much i try
Like why
Like why
Like why