Ten Years by Lusts Lyrics

The face on the screen just doesn’t get me
As I smoke with myself to forget
If I decided a degree just wasn’t for me
Will I drown in debt or regret?
Can I gain control of this anxious hold
Falling into the infinity net
Will they stop all that black on the x-ray stacks
The one that keeps making everyone sad

Where will I be in ten years, will I be lying to myself?
Will I be always trying to reach you or will I be with someone else?
Can I remember all those moments that help to ease away the pain?
Or could all the things I fear for still beat me, time and time again?

Will I go away for a week and a day
Will I be defined by my sex?
If the money comes round put it deep in the ground
Wraps a noose tight around my neck
The closer you step the more lonely it gets
Pushing down your secret rejects
Will I be talking to myself on the night ride home
Wishing I’d told you, you’re the best
Where will I be in ten years, will I be lying to myself?
Will I be always trying to reach you or will I be with someone else?
Can I remember all those moments that help to ease away the pain?
Or could all the things I fear for still beat me time and time again?

Oh, and does it really matter now..?