I cant be anything by Lunafreya Lyrics

[verse 1]
I hate myself
Every night
I’m drowning in apathy and ecstasy
Of all of these pills
That i take every night
I can’t get up
I can’t wake up
I can’t be the man that
You think i can be
Im a waste of space
Pathetic and weak

What if i said
This was my last day
Said fuck this life
And cut my breath
Maybe then i could live
Maybe then i could be
The person i thought i could be
[outro]
It doesn't get easier
The pain in life
It doesn't get easier
Love is hate
Love my lifе
Just want to go
Anywhere
But home
I'm stuck
Confinеd
Fuck this world