On a Bender by Lowercase Lyrics

A rescue party sent
But when it started in
I pushed away the hands
And then turned over

Had you known that I would break free
Would you still be sober

It came to rest just when
I'd harnessed all the din
An emptiness within
Produced once louder

Oh do you know the tune
Of my insomnia
Who's sung to sleep each night
A lesser man of wakened fright

Can you see the glass within my eyes
Can you see that I'm oh so tired
I can't see the difference in my life
The dream has all expired
Staid and walleyed
Made to wallow in

It ends your urge to be purged
By the finger that once pointed at you

Staid and walleyed
Made to wallow in

And you hope to be choked
By the nausea that creeps up in your throat