My Mistake by Lil Sesh Lyrics
Jax I'm here I'm here because I fucking miss you
No I'm not here to talk shit or dis you
If anything at all I wanna fucking kiss you
It's been a long time but I can't forget you
All these feelings they be fucking with me
Was so blind that I could not see
The girl I had was my one and only
But I fucked it up now I'm fucking lonely
I run the trap and that shits ok
But it can't replace memories that we made
I'll be honest that I still love you babe
And I never stopped even on that day
Wish that I could just turn back time
Maybe then the stars would realign
And I'll call you mine just one last time
And maybe that would just save my mind
You hate me now but that's all ok
I really did plan to marry you one day
We'd have two kids and move far away
Then our haters wouldn't have shit to say
But I fucked it up I got in the way
And I acted out and i drove you away
Now I sip the bottle to make it all ok
Would you be surprised that I cried all day
Jax I'm here I'm here because I fucking miss you
No I'm not here to talk shit or dis you
If anything at all I wanna fucking kiss you
It's been a long time but I can't forget you
All these feelings they be fucking with me
Was so blind that I could not see
The girl I had was my one and only
But I fucked it up now I'm fucking lonely
I wasn't the hero in your fucking story
Guess that makes me villian God damn I'm sorry
I don't want the money or a new Ferrari
I just want my girl to put her arms around me
Living in pain, think of you every day
Why the fuck did I let you walk away
Why didn't I try harder just to make you stay
I regret my choices every day
But I know I'm dying the longer I wait
I gotta tell you this I gotta set it straight
I was thinking back to our first real date
When the future was still ours to make
That love was real no it wasn't fake
Thought love was something that could never break
The only thing left for the word to take
Was my fucking angel but it's my mistake
No I'm not here to talk shit or dis you
If anything at all I wanna fucking kiss you
It's been a long time but I can't forget you
All these feelings they be fucking with me
Was so blind that I could not see
The girl I had was my one and only
But I fucked it up now I'm fucking lonely
I run the trap and that shits ok
But it can't replace memories that we made
I'll be honest that I still love you babe
And I never stopped even on that day
Wish that I could just turn back time
Maybe then the stars would realign
And I'll call you mine just one last time
And maybe that would just save my mind
You hate me now but that's all ok
I really did plan to marry you one day
We'd have two kids and move far away
Then our haters wouldn't have shit to say
But I fucked it up I got in the way
And I acted out and i drove you away
Now I sip the bottle to make it all ok
Would you be surprised that I cried all day
Jax I'm here I'm here because I fucking miss you
No I'm not here to talk shit or dis you
If anything at all I wanna fucking kiss you
It's been a long time but I can't forget you
All these feelings they be fucking with me
Was so blind that I could not see
The girl I had was my one and only
But I fucked it up now I'm fucking lonely
I wasn't the hero in your fucking story
Guess that makes me villian God damn I'm sorry
I don't want the money or a new Ferrari
I just want my girl to put her arms around me
Living in pain, think of you every day
Why the fuck did I let you walk away
Why didn't I try harder just to make you stay
I regret my choices every day
But I know I'm dying the longer I wait
I gotta tell you this I gotta set it straight
I was thinking back to our first real date
When the future was still ours to make
That love was real no it wasn't fake
Thought love was something that could never break
The only thing left for the word to take
Was my fucking angel but it's my mistake