Deathbed by Lil Maggo Lyrics

I'm so fucking lonely
It fucking controls me
Friends with the demons
Friends with the TV
Now I'm drowning in my feelings
The bruising isn't healing
Leaving scars
Why are you always so deceiving
I'm gonna go insane
Devil on my shoulder
Pain in my brain
Demons in my head
Am I finally fucking dead

Am I finally fucking dead

Devil on my shoulder
Pain in my brain
Demons in my head
All your lies sound the fucking same
Reminding myself of the people I hate
Stop comparing me to the people I hate
Cause I know your fucking right
I don't want my life to be one big fight
Fuck it
Does it get better in the end
Does the shit ever fucking end
I don't wanna live
But I don't wanna die
I'm feeling so sad but I don't know why
I don't feel alive
I'm so fucking lonely
It fucking controls me
Friends with the demons
Friends with the TV
Why'd my happiness leave me
Now I'm drowning in my feelings
These wounds aren't healing
Leaving scars
Why is everything you say feel so deceiving

Sleeping on my deathbed
Blood on bedsheets
I'm losing my head
If I close my eyes
Will I fucking die
Will my mama cry
Asking god why
Ye
I'm asking god why
Why god
I'm asking god why
Why god
Look up and see the fucking light
If I close my eyes
Will I fucking die
Will my mama cry
Will my mama cry
Asking god why
Sleeping on my deathbed
Am I gonna die
I can't control myself no more
I can't stop thinking bout suicide
If I kill myself will anyone fucking care
Lifes not fair