None of this means anything but I still thought about it so it must mean something by Lil Chandelier Lyrics

I wash I cleanse my face
But it doesn't make the dirt go away
I slit I gouge I scrape
But still, it doesn't make the pain even fade
The thought of you still comes every day
They say living in the past a mistake, imma stay
But what about when the present make you break
Humans suck dick why are they so fake
I wanna tie a cinderblock and flip into the lake
Inside of my chest is the tremor of a quake
And I wanna feel a pain so badly nothing else could make me more happy

I was scared I was down
Ain't nobody come around
I feel that I'm gone I feel like I'm lost
I feel like I'm lost

I don't like to be high
Cut me down when you get a chance
Rose shaped heart and thorns guard
How could I expect this to last
I don't like to be high
Cut me down when you get a chance
Rose shaped heart and thorns guard
How could I expect this to last
I don't know I don't know I don't know
(they say we're young and we move too fast
My heart is made of glass)

I am made of glass please don't break me (no no no)
This pain in my chest I won't let go (let go)
I wanna feel it forever I know (I know)
That I can't hide away when I lie awake
At night I am break-ing down (-ing down)
And I don't want to talk to you
Leave me alone, why are you, you?
You just like to torture
I just want to explore her
Body and her mind
I can drown my sorr-ows in the
Ocean that I have frozen with my
Hopeless hoping and my riddled emotion and my
Heart that is broken and the pain that is floating, around me