I Attended my Own Funeral and Everything was Falling Apart by Lil Bipolar Lyrics

I feel my heart fading away
Saw me at a coffin and they stare
Everything I've built has gone to waste
Bridges burnt hearts broken but I'm ok (should I be?)

In the end I'm not alone
Mom and dad are crying along
I'm in peace but I know it was wrong
My funeral was pretty all white but blurred