Clonazepam extended Intro by Lil Bipolar Lyrics

(Intro):

Freaks, all of you
All of you, freaks
Mutations, you freaks
I'm a man, the last man

"Robert"
They were afraid of me
They were afraid of me
They were afraid of me
"They didn't know"

Morning arrives and you have to get on a plane tonight and I'm really scared
Alone in bed staring at my ceiling fan while I think of you wishing it was a dream instead

Woke up from a dream tonight
I saw my family dead
I was along with them

And I'm gonna be honest I was into pieces
Cause the night before clonazepam was missing
I took 6 mg wishing for the best
Started talking with a slur
Said goodnight to my mom
And then I went to rest

Was it really for the best
Cause then I started thinking if I'm better than the rest

But it's cool cause I got her
When I'm in trouble I just kiss her
We start talking for a moment or two
Then we fall asleep inside my room

I woke up so nervous today
I forgot about yesterday
Well my dad says every day is a new day
So first things first no more talking to her aye

Morning arrives and you have to get on a plane tonight and I'm really scared
Alone in bed staring at my ceiling fan while I think of you wishing it was a dream instead

I got to stop thinking of you
Wish I never knew but I love you
The thought of you makes me feel alive sometimes

But sometimes I got to realize
That maybe it's all the time
Maybe I don't have time
But if you come tonight
The dream will be for real this time
Please don't make it happen
I don't want this to me

Where did I go wrong?