Exposure by Lains Lyrics

[Hook]
Don't ask me for help again
Don't u think I fucking care
Tired to live in despair
Why the fuck life so unfair
I hate being so self aware
Can u please don't fucking stare
I don't wanna live I'm scared
Somebody please take my air

[Chorus x2]
I feel like a monster
I feel like I'm Saya
Scared of being alive
Might just choke on my saliva

[Verse 1]
I hate my existence
Wander in the distance
Got a crave for closure
Turn down the exposure
I got no more patience
Might turn to a patient
I'll lose my composure
Don't get any closer
[Verse 2]
I feel like a burden
But I feel uncertain
Cry behind the curtain
Don't think I'm a person
Cut me like a surgeon
Blood liquid like bourbon
I smell the detergent
Don't wanna die a virgin

[Chorus x6]
I feel like a monster
I feel like I'm Saya
Scared of being alive
Might just choke on my saliva