Lake by LGSNEET Lyrics

Im Leaving and dreaming
Getting defeated by my Demons
Im screaming and fiending
Letting meaning intervene in
My dreaming im fleeing
To be a emcee and now im greening
Out smoking weed and leave it
Out god please help me im screaming loud
So loud
So loud so loud so loud

Before i rest in peace under the ground
6 feet under is anyone still around?
After i die will there even be a crowd
Of 3-5 or just my sister and my mom?
Celebrate my life dont cry n dont shout
To the skies im looking down on all of you guys
I say goodbye its time to say goodbye
Say goodbye
Say goodbye
In my eyes i cry i dont wanna die but i cannot stay alive
If all i feel is pain eating up my insides
Making me go insane
Do you see the look in my eyes
My pupils dilate my body getting high
At the bottom of a lake when they untie
Both of my legs off the cement i use as weights
Its a suicide they say my momma faint
When they show up to the door today
With a paper and a page my date of death
On September 28th found on the floor of the lake
I tried my best but i could not be saved
By the xanax started sipping some drank
Took some acid i hate what i think
Saw myself at the bottom of a fucking lake floating up
Floating up
Out my body now im finally awake saw the paramedics untie the weights
From the ropes then they called my momma phone
I heard her on the other side now im just a ghost
So i can't be by your side any fucking more
Any fucking more
Any fucking more
Any fucking more
Any fucking more