Had It All by Kyle Grinter Lyrics
[Hook]
I had it all
And then I look in your eyes and I watch it all, crash over, again
And oh
I take a look at the tears that I shed and now I know
I'll never change again
[Verse 1]
I had my bags packed and ready to go
It was a sad fact that I was fucking living on the streets though
I had to get out, yo in fact I did
I wasn't about that and didn't plan to be
Breaking into cars, that wasn't a plan for me
Some night I'd starve, man keen on a feed
Me and my friends robbed a cunt, just to eat
Back on my feet, said sorry then I never regret
Past tense leaves me stressed, worried about losing friends
Like what if there family yo, and what if there snakes
Nothing you can't rub out, like a mistake
Everyone makes 'em so don't stand there and hate
Yourself who's to blame you can't really tell
Well you to say you can't hate man I'm trying by self
What, do expect the best? I'll give it a shot
What's next apart from death slowly losing the plot?
It's KG
[Hook]
I had it all
And then I look in your eyes and I watch it all, crash over, again
And oh
I take a look at the tears that I shed and now I know
I'll never change again
[Verse 2]
I'm telling my story, and I don't try to hide things
Look at my scars and you will see what I fight with
Just look at these bars, and how the fuck do I write this
From a rough past, I've said it ten times bitch
I know people got it easy, and they try rub it in
When they know there's people out there searching in the bins Just to eat, who will win KG's team
Even if I don't win, I'm still living my fucking dream
I'll be escaping what I seen, I need to free my head
You try and hate on this, an every word that I've said
Well I'd like to see you do better with the shit you spread
You couldn't do better even if you fucking use your head
Ever since a young boy been told I'd fail
Only 'cause I got a few charges out on some bail
I'm hearing you's laugh, I'm trying bring food to the table
Get my thoughts out and then I write another page full
[Hook]
I had it all
And then I look in your eyes and I watch it all, crash over, again
And oh
I take a look at the tears that I shed and now I know
I'll never change again
[Verse 3]
I had it all then I fell to rock bottom
Hustling every day, I'm trying to stop the problems
That I face from a day to day, it's time to solve em
I know haters hate, but they stand there gutless
When I confront and they saying they love this
Keep going with the flow, an you'll end up above em
That's what they say when I'm fucking standing front on
I turn my back and then they're doubting the song
Saying yeah you're a try hard, KG's a wanna be
I'm not I try hard, I try hard to chase my dreams
I been doing this shit since my early teens
Seventeen now and I'm improving I think
I just rest no sleep, slash my face In the sink
Rainy days make me think, is it really worth it
Do I deserve this? blacked out as my face hit the surface
This is a curse, it hurts, life far from perfect - KG
[Hook]
I had it all
And then I look in your eyes and I watch it all, crash over, again
And oh
I take a look at the tears that I shed and now I know
I'll never change again
I had it all
And then I look in your eyes and I watch it all, crash over, again
And oh
I take a look at the tears that I shed and now I know
I'll never change again
[Verse 1]
I had my bags packed and ready to go
It was a sad fact that I was fucking living on the streets though
I had to get out, yo in fact I did
I wasn't about that and didn't plan to be
Breaking into cars, that wasn't a plan for me
Some night I'd starve, man keen on a feed
Me and my friends robbed a cunt, just to eat
Back on my feet, said sorry then I never regret
Past tense leaves me stressed, worried about losing friends
Like what if there family yo, and what if there snakes
Nothing you can't rub out, like a mistake
Everyone makes 'em so don't stand there and hate
Yourself who's to blame you can't really tell
Well you to say you can't hate man I'm trying by self
What, do expect the best? I'll give it a shot
What's next apart from death slowly losing the plot?
It's KG
[Hook]
I had it all
And then I look in your eyes and I watch it all, crash over, again
And oh
I take a look at the tears that I shed and now I know
I'll never change again
[Verse 2]
I'm telling my story, and I don't try to hide things
Look at my scars and you will see what I fight with
Just look at these bars, and how the fuck do I write this
From a rough past, I've said it ten times bitch
I know people got it easy, and they try rub it in
When they know there's people out there searching in the bins Just to eat, who will win KG's team
Even if I don't win, I'm still living my fucking dream
I'll be escaping what I seen, I need to free my head
You try and hate on this, an every word that I've said
Well I'd like to see you do better with the shit you spread
You couldn't do better even if you fucking use your head
Ever since a young boy been told I'd fail
Only 'cause I got a few charges out on some bail
I'm hearing you's laugh, I'm trying bring food to the table
Get my thoughts out and then I write another page full
[Hook]
I had it all
And then I look in your eyes and I watch it all, crash over, again
And oh
I take a look at the tears that I shed and now I know
I'll never change again
[Verse 3]
I had it all then I fell to rock bottom
Hustling every day, I'm trying to stop the problems
That I face from a day to day, it's time to solve em
I know haters hate, but they stand there gutless
When I confront and they saying they love this
Keep going with the flow, an you'll end up above em
That's what they say when I'm fucking standing front on
I turn my back and then they're doubting the song
Saying yeah you're a try hard, KG's a wanna be
I'm not I try hard, I try hard to chase my dreams
I been doing this shit since my early teens
Seventeen now and I'm improving I think
I just rest no sleep, slash my face In the sink
Rainy days make me think, is it really worth it
Do I deserve this? blacked out as my face hit the surface
This is a curse, it hurts, life far from perfect - KG
[Hook]
I had it all
And then I look in your eyes and I watch it all, crash over, again
And oh
I take a look at the tears that I shed and now I know
I'll never change again