Made Me This Way by Kuzu Mellow Lyrics
[Verse 1: Kuzu Mellow]
Stuck in my mind
Never really know the time
Drowning up in my emotions
I don't really understand the notions
That I get
Different parts are throwing fits
Different voices talking shit
But that don't ever seem to matter
Try to change but it's not enough
Why should I even give a fuck
Not everybody is as strong as you
It's harder for me to get out the blues
But that's not all of it
Anxiety, low confidence
Depression and the constant switch
Between the different me's
The ones nobody sees
And I keep losing faith
Because I try to trust in god
But I still run place
I keep the spirit in my heart
Don't want to run away
But then I try to play my part
And it really ain't all that great
I feel myself going under
I feel myself dropping fast
Tell my momma that I love her
Tell my dad that I crashed
If I pray a little longer
Maybe I can feel alright
I don't wanna waste another second
Worryin' 'bout life
[Chorus: Kuzu Mellow]
You tell me that I'll be okay (You tell me that I'll be okay)
You tell me that I'll be alright (You tell me that I'll be alright)
You don't know whats in my mind (No)
Did you know that you made me this way (Made me this way)
And I'm not giving you the blame
(And I'm not giving you the blame)
Just know I'm not fine (I'm not fine)
I wish that you'd realize (Realize)
That I'm tryin' (I'm trying)
You tell me that I'll be okay (You tell me that I'll be okay)
You tell me that I'll be alright (You tell me that I'll be alright)
You don't know whats in my mind (No)
Did you know that you made me this way (Made me this way)
[Verse 2: Jalen Tyree]
I had a grip on myself, then I saw you and I fell
All my emotions were too much to deal
Slug in my head, I don't know how to feel
Faking a smile, they think that it's real
I light up myself and I light up my health
All my demons they promise me wealth
They take control and I shadow myself
Now i got a demon, I call him depression
Defying this demon since I was eleven
Defying it back with a ball point pen
Some days I chase it with a Heineken
Some days it's just my brain and skin
Been trapped up in my room so long
I don't know what day it is
I just want to see the sun
Been trapped up in the rain again
I wanna feel like I'm art
I wanna feel like completion
I don't want pieces all falling apart
Now it just feel like I'm sinking
Drowning in sorrow
Maybe I'll pray for a better tomorrow
Tell me that I'll be okay
Tell me that I'll be alright
Tell me I don't need my blade
Tell me I don't need my knife
Tell me I
[Pre-Chorus: Jalen Tyree]
You tell me that I'll be okay
You tell me that I'll be alright
You don't know whats in my mind
Did you know you made me this way
You tell me that I'll be okay
You tell me that I'll be alright
You don't know whats in my mind
Did you know you made me this way
[Chorus]
You tell me that I'll be okay (You tell me that I'll be okay)
You tell me that I'll be alright (You tell me that I'll be alright)
You don't know whats in my mind (No)
Did you know you made me this way (Made me this way)
And I'm not giving you the blame
(And I'm not giving you the blame)
Just know that I'm not fine (I'm not fine)
I wish that you'd realize (Realize)
That I'm tryin' (I'm trying)
[Outro]
You tell me that I'll be okay (You tell me that I'll be okay)
You tell me that I'll be alright (You tell me that I'll be alright)
You don't know what's in my mind (No)
Did you know you made me this way (Made me this way)
Stuck in my mind
Never really know the time
Drowning up in my emotions
I don't really understand the notions
That I get
Different parts are throwing fits
Different voices talking shit
But that don't ever seem to matter
Try to change but it's not enough
Why should I even give a fuck
Not everybody is as strong as you
It's harder for me to get out the blues
But that's not all of it
Anxiety, low confidence
Depression and the constant switch
Between the different me's
The ones nobody sees
And I keep losing faith
Because I try to trust in god
But I still run place
I keep the spirit in my heart
Don't want to run away
But then I try to play my part
And it really ain't all that great
I feel myself going under
I feel myself dropping fast
Tell my momma that I love her
Tell my dad that I crashed
If I pray a little longer
Maybe I can feel alright
I don't wanna waste another second
Worryin' 'bout life
[Chorus: Kuzu Mellow]
You tell me that I'll be okay (You tell me that I'll be okay)
You tell me that I'll be alright (You tell me that I'll be alright)
You don't know whats in my mind (No)
Did you know that you made me this way (Made me this way)
And I'm not giving you the blame
(And I'm not giving you the blame)
Just know I'm not fine (I'm not fine)
I wish that you'd realize (Realize)
That I'm tryin' (I'm trying)
You tell me that I'll be okay (You tell me that I'll be okay)
You tell me that I'll be alright (You tell me that I'll be alright)
You don't know whats in my mind (No)
Did you know that you made me this way (Made me this way)
[Verse 2: Jalen Tyree]
I had a grip on myself, then I saw you and I fell
All my emotions were too much to deal
Slug in my head, I don't know how to feel
Faking a smile, they think that it's real
I light up myself and I light up my health
All my demons they promise me wealth
They take control and I shadow myself
Now i got a demon, I call him depression
Defying this demon since I was eleven
Defying it back with a ball point pen
Some days I chase it with a Heineken
Some days it's just my brain and skin
Been trapped up in my room so long
I don't know what day it is
I just want to see the sun
Been trapped up in the rain again
I wanna feel like I'm art
I wanna feel like completion
I don't want pieces all falling apart
Now it just feel like I'm sinking
Drowning in sorrow
Maybe I'll pray for a better tomorrow
Tell me that I'll be okay
Tell me that I'll be alright
Tell me I don't need my blade
Tell me I don't need my knife
Tell me I
[Pre-Chorus: Jalen Tyree]
You tell me that I'll be okay
You tell me that I'll be alright
You don't know whats in my mind
Did you know you made me this way
You tell me that I'll be okay
You tell me that I'll be alright
You don't know whats in my mind
Did you know you made me this way
[Chorus]
You tell me that I'll be okay (You tell me that I'll be okay)
You tell me that I'll be alright (You tell me that I'll be alright)
You don't know whats in my mind (No)
Did you know you made me this way (Made me this way)
And I'm not giving you the blame
(And I'm not giving you the blame)
Just know that I'm not fine (I'm not fine)
I wish that you'd realize (Realize)
That I'm tryin' (I'm trying)
[Outro]
You tell me that I'll be okay (You tell me that I'll be okay)
You tell me that I'll be alright (You tell me that I'll be alright)
You don't know what's in my mind (No)
Did you know you made me this way (Made me this way)