Disorder by Ksenia Rettnord Lyrics

Couple hits, habit kills
Drugs are not allowed for kids
Devil wins, he saw my sins
I am diseased, dose's been increased
F*ck your christ, he don’t exist
Time's in slowmo, I can't no more
I lost my mind so long ago

What's the point of life if it's not real ?
Is there anything that could make me feel ?
I'm sitting all alone in the empty corner
Oh yeah, it's just a disorder

Taking pills, making deals
I was there chillin' on hills
Skipping meals and go downhill
Seeking wins, there are some seals
On my skin, living in films
Now for real I don’t have fears
I adore then I ignore
What could bе if now I fall?