I Miss the Old Kozzy by Kozzmos Lyrics
CHORUS
It is so sad to say it is so sad to say it is so sad to say I’ll be looking in the mirror I’m afraid of my image
X2
VERSE 1
Tonight I lay back, lost and depressed
I long for adventure and crave for success
I lay back in my bed but the thoughts won’t suppress
I look in the mirror .. am I doing my best?
Am I happy with who I have become?
Am I happy the works that I’ve done?
Am I happy with the idea that if it’s taken I tried my best therefore I won?
As the months have rolled by
And my childhood slips away
There’s a new darkness in my chest
That lays rest there everyday
I aspire to be remembered make change and be great, but sometimes i wake up and it’s like I’m made for mistakes
It brings challenges I can’t bare
I’m awake but unaware
That the changes I’ve been making don’t better me
The Boy I was is not proud of the man I am soon to be
I’m not proud- of Who I have become
I’m not the boy who was always spreading love
I am not the boy who always smiled
Could crack jokes, and jam for miles
I know a girl
Broke my soul
I tried to fit in
But i only dove
Into the acts i ran from as a kid, but I’m Joke now i guess this is the way to live
Just the way i live, just the way i cope, just the way i live, yo man pass the roach
CHORUS
It is so sad to say it is so sad to say it is so sad to say I’ll be looking in the mirror I’m afraid of my image
X2
VERSE 2
It just started with a couple drinks or so i think
Next thing u know I’m hitting geebs because they were laced
I’m taking pks just to go to sleep and find my place
It’s like i HAVE to fit in- i HAVE to relate
Twitching and shaking and now i can not escape
Addiction I’m slipping to my ultimate fate
ODing can’t happen- that’s what u day till it’s too late
I ain’t wanna see my momma find me with the tears on her face
So i flushed the feelings that saved me from my darkest depression
I stopped carving my arms and starting molding my message
My music is my drug
It’s my dope when i need it
My music is my drug
It’s my pk when I’m fleading
My music is my drug
It’s my addy when I’m sleeping
My music is my drug
It’s the lean kept me from seizing
My music is my drug
It’s the buzz when I’m being
My music is my drug
It kept me believening me
CHORUS
It is so sad to say it is so sad to say it is so sad to say I’ll be looking in the mirror I’m afraid of my image
X2
OUTRO
Tonight I lay back, lost and depressed
I long for adventure and crave for success
But I must fight on, for the heart of a lions beneath my chest
It is so sad to say it is so sad to say it is so sad to say I’ll be looking in the mirror I’m afraid of my image
X2
VERSE 1
Tonight I lay back, lost and depressed
I long for adventure and crave for success
I lay back in my bed but the thoughts won’t suppress
I look in the mirror .. am I doing my best?
Am I happy with who I have become?
Am I happy the works that I’ve done?
Am I happy with the idea that if it’s taken I tried my best therefore I won?
As the months have rolled by
And my childhood slips away
There’s a new darkness in my chest
That lays rest there everyday
I aspire to be remembered make change and be great, but sometimes i wake up and it’s like I’m made for mistakes
It brings challenges I can’t bare
I’m awake but unaware
That the changes I’ve been making don’t better me
The Boy I was is not proud of the man I am soon to be
I’m not proud- of Who I have become
I’m not the boy who was always spreading love
I am not the boy who always smiled
Could crack jokes, and jam for miles
I know a girl
Broke my soul
I tried to fit in
But i only dove
Into the acts i ran from as a kid, but I’m Joke now i guess this is the way to live
Just the way i live, just the way i cope, just the way i live, yo man pass the roach
CHORUS
It is so sad to say it is so sad to say it is so sad to say I’ll be looking in the mirror I’m afraid of my image
X2
VERSE 2
It just started with a couple drinks or so i think
Next thing u know I’m hitting geebs because they were laced
I’m taking pks just to go to sleep and find my place
It’s like i HAVE to fit in- i HAVE to relate
Twitching and shaking and now i can not escape
Addiction I’m slipping to my ultimate fate
ODing can’t happen- that’s what u day till it’s too late
I ain’t wanna see my momma find me with the tears on her face
So i flushed the feelings that saved me from my darkest depression
I stopped carving my arms and starting molding my message
My music is my drug
It’s my dope when i need it
My music is my drug
It’s my pk when I’m fleading
My music is my drug
It’s my addy when I’m sleeping
My music is my drug
It’s the lean kept me from seizing
My music is my drug
It’s the buzz when I’m being
My music is my drug
It kept me believening me
CHORUS
It is so sad to say it is so sad to say it is so sad to say I’ll be looking in the mirror I’m afraid of my image
X2
OUTRO
Tonight I lay back, lost and depressed
I long for adventure and crave for success
But I must fight on, for the heart of a lions beneath my chest