My escape by Koty DeCent Lyrics

I'm waiting til it all comes back
But given that I just relapsed
Tired of wishful thinking
All the feelings have me sinking
And I'm bout to walk the same damn path
I'm looking for somewhere to go
What's the point if I lose hope?
Something's got me chasing
Memories I've been erasing
But to hell if I know

Moving forward and I can't look back
You would never let the past be the past

And when the sky falls on again
This all will end today
And everything we know begins
To slowly deteriorate
I will not let this break apart
I will not watch and wait
And when the sky falls on again
I'm planning my escape
It's probably better that I leave
Cause everyone is looking at me
It's probably paranoia
Anxious feelings got choked up
And it's starting to get hard to breathe
I think I'm losing the fight again
Cause everybody's in my head
No sense to fight to win
Rise up from start to end
Can't spark up that fire within
Losing hope no sign to give
I try my best as time begins

Moving forward and I can't look back
You would never let the past be the past

And when the sky falls on again
This all will end today
And everything we know begins
To slowly deteriorate
I will not let this break apart
I will not watch and wait
And when the sky falls on again
I'm planning my escape