Sun And Back by Kon Kyoshi Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I can’t even think of names
26 and I’m already sick of games
Sweaty pits taking pics for some pocket change
No whip but these bitches got me switching lanes
Swerving, I’m observing from different plains
Tryna kill my spirit need a different plane
Spitting airlines I use to be terrified of flying but now I’m fly a nigga grew some wings
Safe flight nigga jump off
I guess it’s safe to say I’m a little off
Probably why I can’t get on
Chasing after compliments on my accomplishments and now a nigga lost
Probably why we’d never get along
Needing validation for my occupation
I want compensation for my constant patiencе
Just planted a seed I can’t afford the waiting
Cause еven water ain’t free in this land of Satan
I got children to raise
I got diamonds to floss
I got parents to praise
I done suffered some losses but I got a
Debt to be paid
I don’t care what it cost
Money comes money goes but it ain’t
Nothing to gloss over
I'm sober, I lied
Call me over, I’ll ride
I’ll just say I’m alright
But I’m really irate
Nicca led me astray
Met my girl the same day
Dodging calls from Bambi
But she really a freak
So I’m playing it safe
Keep my hoes in a safe
But they piling up
Spilling all over the place
This cougar from Costco was always trying to mate
And customers complimenting the stocky physique
Won’t lie it boosted my head
And the head kind of neat
I’m getting dozens of numbers my phone is thick as Monique
I’m leaving dozens on read
I’m breaking hearts every week
Then I deleted them all
I didn’t want the conceit, I mean
I’m youthful I’m down for dating
But Cupid done tried to take me
He shot me I’m calling cases
Those arrows be so sedating, uh
I’m thinking the reason is simple as simulation
A player is up there hating creating these situations
I’m constantly contemplating
Concoction guzzling
Toxic tussling
Demons even pity my stumbling awe
Who ever is writing my story is writing it wrong
I’m running out of red ink while I’m writing this song
[Hook]
I’m just living for something to die for
Guess that’s the reason they put my son in my life for
I was thinking it was a reason to write for
I guess that is the reason to write more
I’m just living for something to die for
Guess that’s the reason they put my son in my life for
I was thinking it was a reason to write
A reason to fight
A reason to fight for
[Bridge]
On my way to stars
Pay what it costs
(Lose sleep
Don’t lose sleep)
[Verse 2]
Mimicking Icarus
Went to the sun and back now I’m looking like licorice
Hit with a solar flare I was tryna get nigga rich
I met Asura there with a Bible said make a wish
Wished for a bottle (shit)
Always tryna bottle shit
Swallow it
As if the calories were counterfeit
Don’t take account of it
Tolerating towels to throw in
We don’t win
But move a little closer every time that we add another dose in
Boasting bout the things we care about
I don’t post a lot so honesty they doubt
At most I got a minimal amount
Of emotion so they show in low account
Slowing down devotion unannounced
Till they wiling out like “oh we ghosting now”
We both find out where I’m approaching how
Can I hold us down we not supposed drown
Interference from fear
Meeting expectations, smearing the mirror
Irrational assumptions put a nail in the gear
Of immaculate circumference make it weirder to steer so I veer
Feel the L coming Near
Feel the disappointment and regret in the air
I can feel the blame pointing by the grit in your stare
Missing my appointments, tip for the beer
Colt 45s 40s got, me addicted to the feeling
Now the highs bore me give it to the ceiling
I like losing control I mean I never had the balance from beginning
Now I’m balancing the balance wit the billing
Painted me a villain so I’m showering in sin while I’m singing many men, although in my case it’s the women
Talking 99 problems but the opposite of jays
You can walk in mine but I got mines fitted in them
I fell asleep and met the girl of my dreams
Woke up to the txt “you never think about me”
One in the same, you better watch what you say that you need
You might get it undeterred by the greed
Went to the sun and back and now I’m black as the street
I received a plaque it’s sitting on a thumbtack attached to the beat
Ima show it to my son when we meet
Hopefully he don’t judge me by the sum of my deeds
[Hook]
I’m just living for something to die for
Guess that’s the reason they put my son in my life for
I was thinking it was a reason to write for
I guess that is the reason to write more
I’m just living for something to die for
Guess that’s the reason they put my son in my life for
I was thinking it was a reason to write
A reason to fight
A reason to go to war
[Bridge]
On my way to stars
Pay what it costs
(Lose sleep
Don’t lose sleep)
Hubris made me believe I could make wings out of feathers and wax
A tragic tail, when a butterfly gets snatched
Pasha, the word connecting the two, or three
Nature, Greek and Hebrew
And then there's me
I can’t even think of names
26 and I’m already sick of games
Sweaty pits taking pics for some pocket change
No whip but these bitches got me switching lanes
Swerving, I’m observing from different plains
Tryna kill my spirit need a different plane
Spitting airlines I use to be terrified of flying but now I’m fly a nigga grew some wings
Safe flight nigga jump off
I guess it’s safe to say I’m a little off
Probably why I can’t get on
Chasing after compliments on my accomplishments and now a nigga lost
Probably why we’d never get along
Needing validation for my occupation
I want compensation for my constant patiencе
Just planted a seed I can’t afford the waiting
Cause еven water ain’t free in this land of Satan
I got children to raise
I got diamonds to floss
I got parents to praise
I done suffered some losses but I got a
Debt to be paid
I don’t care what it cost
Money comes money goes but it ain’t
Nothing to gloss over
I'm sober, I lied
Call me over, I’ll ride
I’ll just say I’m alright
But I’m really irate
Nicca led me astray
Met my girl the same day
Dodging calls from Bambi
But she really a freak
So I’m playing it safe
Keep my hoes in a safe
But they piling up
Spilling all over the place
This cougar from Costco was always trying to mate
And customers complimenting the stocky physique
Won’t lie it boosted my head
And the head kind of neat
I’m getting dozens of numbers my phone is thick as Monique
I’m leaving dozens on read
I’m breaking hearts every week
Then I deleted them all
I didn’t want the conceit, I mean
I’m youthful I’m down for dating
But Cupid done tried to take me
He shot me I’m calling cases
Those arrows be so sedating, uh
I’m thinking the reason is simple as simulation
A player is up there hating creating these situations
I’m constantly contemplating
Concoction guzzling
Toxic tussling
Demons even pity my stumbling awe
Who ever is writing my story is writing it wrong
I’m running out of red ink while I’m writing this song
[Hook]
I’m just living for something to die for
Guess that’s the reason they put my son in my life for
I was thinking it was a reason to write for
I guess that is the reason to write more
I’m just living for something to die for
Guess that’s the reason they put my son in my life for
I was thinking it was a reason to write
A reason to fight
A reason to fight for
[Bridge]
On my way to stars
Pay what it costs
(Lose sleep
Don’t lose sleep)
[Verse 2]
Mimicking Icarus
Went to the sun and back now I’m looking like licorice
Hit with a solar flare I was tryna get nigga rich
I met Asura there with a Bible said make a wish
Wished for a bottle (shit)
Always tryna bottle shit
Swallow it
As if the calories were counterfeit
Don’t take account of it
Tolerating towels to throw in
We don’t win
But move a little closer every time that we add another dose in
Boasting bout the things we care about
I don’t post a lot so honesty they doubt
At most I got a minimal amount
Of emotion so they show in low account
Slowing down devotion unannounced
Till they wiling out like “oh we ghosting now”
We both find out where I’m approaching how
Can I hold us down we not supposed drown
Interference from fear
Meeting expectations, smearing the mirror
Irrational assumptions put a nail in the gear
Of immaculate circumference make it weirder to steer so I veer
Feel the L coming Near
Feel the disappointment and regret in the air
I can feel the blame pointing by the grit in your stare
Missing my appointments, tip for the beer
Colt 45s 40s got, me addicted to the feeling
Now the highs bore me give it to the ceiling
I like losing control I mean I never had the balance from beginning
Now I’m balancing the balance wit the billing
Painted me a villain so I’m showering in sin while I’m singing many men, although in my case it’s the women
Talking 99 problems but the opposite of jays
You can walk in mine but I got mines fitted in them
I fell asleep and met the girl of my dreams
Woke up to the txt “you never think about me”
One in the same, you better watch what you say that you need
You might get it undeterred by the greed
Went to the sun and back and now I’m black as the street
I received a plaque it’s sitting on a thumbtack attached to the beat
Ima show it to my son when we meet
Hopefully he don’t judge me by the sum of my deeds
[Hook]
I’m just living for something to die for
Guess that’s the reason they put my son in my life for
I was thinking it was a reason to write for
I guess that is the reason to write more
I’m just living for something to die for
Guess that’s the reason they put my son in my life for
I was thinking it was a reason to write
A reason to fight
A reason to go to war
[Bridge]
On my way to stars
Pay what it costs
(Lose sleep
Don’t lose sleep)
Hubris made me believe I could make wings out of feathers and wax
A tragic tail, when a butterfly gets snatched
Pasha, the word connecting the two, or three
Nature, Greek and Hebrew
And then there's me