Lost in thought by KnownOne Lyrics
Im just lost in thought
So this ones gunna be about alot of thoughts
Like a ladder I can go down or up
They want me down and out
So uma check in on my downer self
Between us its always been ruff
I like to be happy but all he
Dose is think about my past
And all my ex's
While im thinking about my next move
But while where on the subject
I don't know why I ever went there
Last time I was there
I had to go coz it hurts
I didn't wanna know what's in her purse
I know she's on the shit and she needs to get off of it
Maybe if she was honest with her self it would help
She's needs to get some help
I write this shit to help
Im on this beat to express how I feel
Or maybe its how I felt
But lately she's was'nt who I fell in love with
And it was hard knowing I can't help im hopeless
Knowing she cheated
But at the bottom of my heart
She still doesn't deserve this
I wanna burn this bridge
But I wanna get across because I feel like she needs this
Maybe i shouldn't of broke up with her
I mean its only her loss
But baby im still griefing
Over my uncle and alot
And there's people that still need him
And we all need someone
And i've I learnt alot
Especially what need is
Today I spoke to my nephew
And it meant alot
Thanks to my brother
He deserves a hug
Im proud of him
Even tho I know its all meaningless
They both mean alot
I scream im locked
Inside of my thoughts
Inside im hiding alot more
Im trying to unlock doors
This room is crowded with how I feel
And all my lost thoughts
I don't know how this is real
I don't know how I should feel
I know its alot with the thoughts
And I can't stop but the walls are covered in notes
And those notes are full of memories and those I care about
And tomorrow im gunna open my window
And air it out
And whatch them float
They where there
But now there gone
I love to watch things go
I miss alot
But I miss myself the most
Some things I'll never say
So some things you'll never know
Im so over you are you over me because im not over you
Mixed emotions like why am I so emotional
I like being used
But there's no use for a broken tool
Elisha good news im no longer inlove with you
But is that really the truth
I can leave it but the bruise
Thats not who I wanna be
Why do I care when none of you's really cared for me
I always over share
Like why dose it still have its grip on me
I've never known who's there
But it never really bothered me
I've always known how to play there
Games
And I know lifes not fair
Im the only one to blame
Remember this
I wrote this while I care
Uma ghost its like im not there
Im sinking but im not in quick sane
Tell my folks im sorry there's some things they just won't get
Kayla im sorry but I was never a real man
You should of got the picture
Im a drop kick and a preacher
Yeah I cared but I was still caught up about Elisha
We did what we done and nothings ever perfect
Was it all worth it
Yeah I overshare
I never needed anyone
Im me and I'll do this solo
So
So long
Im no longer holding on
I know I probably shouldn't upload this one
So this ones gunna be about alot of thoughts
Like a ladder I can go down or up
They want me down and out
So uma check in on my downer self
Between us its always been ruff
I like to be happy but all he
Dose is think about my past
And all my ex's
While im thinking about my next move
But while where on the subject
I don't know why I ever went there
Last time I was there
I had to go coz it hurts
I didn't wanna know what's in her purse
I know she's on the shit and she needs to get off of it
Maybe if she was honest with her self it would help
She's needs to get some help
I write this shit to help
Im on this beat to express how I feel
Or maybe its how I felt
But lately she's was'nt who I fell in love with
And it was hard knowing I can't help im hopeless
Knowing she cheated
But at the bottom of my heart
She still doesn't deserve this
I wanna burn this bridge
But I wanna get across because I feel like she needs this
Maybe i shouldn't of broke up with her
I mean its only her loss
But baby im still griefing
Over my uncle and alot
And there's people that still need him
And we all need someone
And i've I learnt alot
Especially what need is
Today I spoke to my nephew
And it meant alot
Thanks to my brother
He deserves a hug
Im proud of him
Even tho I know its all meaningless
They both mean alot
I scream im locked
Inside of my thoughts
Inside im hiding alot more
Im trying to unlock doors
This room is crowded with how I feel
And all my lost thoughts
I don't know how this is real
I don't know how I should feel
I know its alot with the thoughts
And I can't stop but the walls are covered in notes
And those notes are full of memories and those I care about
And tomorrow im gunna open my window
And air it out
And whatch them float
They where there
But now there gone
I love to watch things go
I miss alot
But I miss myself the most
Some things I'll never say
So some things you'll never know
Im so over you are you over me because im not over you
Mixed emotions like why am I so emotional
I like being used
But there's no use for a broken tool
Elisha good news im no longer inlove with you
But is that really the truth
I can leave it but the bruise
Thats not who I wanna be
Why do I care when none of you's really cared for me
I always over share
Like why dose it still have its grip on me
I've never known who's there
But it never really bothered me
I've always known how to play there
Games
And I know lifes not fair
Im the only one to blame
Remember this
I wrote this while I care
Uma ghost its like im not there
Im sinking but im not in quick sane
Tell my folks im sorry there's some things they just won't get
Kayla im sorry but I was never a real man
You should of got the picture
Im a drop kick and a preacher
Yeah I cared but I was still caught up about Elisha
We did what we done and nothings ever perfect
Was it all worth it
Yeah I overshare
I never needed anyone
Im me and I'll do this solo
So
So long
Im no longer holding on
I know I probably shouldn't upload this one