Stand at Ease by Kitchen Dwellers Lyrics

If depression was a sin
Wouldn't change it in the end
And I know it gets so dark
And we're all looking for a spark
To fight the fear of feeling

You wrote me letters from the road
All those words left to unfold
Now I'm taking time
To read between the lines
And all that it's revealing

Why can't I stand at ease
While you fall asleep
I suffer when Mother said
You should not be alone
And I can't stand to see
What you've done to be free
I'll be there when you see the morning light
Now you're bound to sleep alone
I know you never crossed your heart
When you kept us worlds apart
You hit your knees to pray
With Fentanyl all on display
And every devil showing

I know it never crossed your mind
That you'd leave your girls behind
'Cause I'll cry tears to waste
And have no where to place
The blame that keeps on growing

Why can't I stand at ease
While you fall asleep
I suffer when Mother said
You should not be alone
And I can't stand to see
What you've done to be free
I'll be there when you see the morning light
Now you're bound to sleep alone

I still hear your voice in my head
Saying, "Keep on going, you gotta keep on"
I still miss your original soul
Saying, "Keep on going, you gotta keep on"
I still hear your voice in my head
Saying, "Keep on going, you gotta keep on"
I still miss that original soul
Saying, "Keep on going, you gotta keep on"

I still hear your voice in my head
Saying, "Keep on going, you gotta keep on"
I still miss that original soul
Saying, "Keep on going, you gotta keep on"

I still hear your voice in my head
Saying, "Keep on going, you gotta keep on"
I still miss that original soul
Saying, "Keep on going, you gotta keep on"

Keep on going

Why can't I stand at ease
While you fall asleep?
I suffer when Mother said
You should not be alone
And I can't stand to see
What you've done to be free
I'll be there when you see the morning light
Now you're bound to sleep alone