Suicide by King Reginald Lyrics
[Verse 1]:
Put it on a list but the list keeps growing like a cyst
I ain't getting an happier
It's been a long year
Like it's always been
But this time around its only been filled with sin
Fucking a church girl guess we're both going to hell
We we're really down to ride might end up in jail
It was drink, drugs and naked women
And the King tryna make a killing
Instead I made a villain
Brew hate for the world
Can't stand any of these fucking girls
Look what you all made me do
Look what you all turned me to
Tell me what the fuck I ever did to any one of you
Fake people and fake friends
You'll still get to see the king make it to the end
I'm just a dead beat son, brother and boyfriend
That's why I drove us all the way to the very end
I hope one day you understand
I'm still that boy
I'm not the man
But I'll be yours cause that was in the plan
To put a ring on your hand
I'm more likely to get famous than find someone better
I told Ray, he agreed, that boy has barely met her
And then I put that all up in my letter
Some days I wish I never met her
Not until I made it at least
We're going outright baby
Man to hell with a lease
ELJAY going higher
I remember all our talks man he nearly lost his fire
Now he's sitting on a milli plays
Guess he never thought he'd ever see that day
Topping Soundcloud charts
I'm on the come up too, now I got that push to start
Bunch of hoes wanna call me daddy
Grab your clothes call your own cabby
Man I'm too bold and too cold
Mental going wild like I'm Tuco
Now they all say I'm breaking bad
Nah b I'm just bussin back
And they only help out for their benefit
So I only fuck with those there before we lit
Me and Mike in the broken whip
Then me and Mike in my mums whip
Then me and Mike talk about some shit
Told him one day I'll be whipping lit
Me and Ray in the broken whip
Me and Ray in my mums whips
Then me and Ray talk about some shit
Then me and Ray pull off bout to do some stupid shit
There's a lot to say but ain't always a song to say it
And so I put it in the outro
And I got a bunch of haters
That's at least what the word on the street is
I've never heard so much BS
And I hear a lot
Cause niggas talk a lot
And bitches talk a lot
And I know it all
So I don't trust a lot
They go against the cause
They're dead to me now
I left em at the morgue
And I hear a lot
Cause niggas talk a lot
And bitches talk a lot
And I know it all
So I don't trust a lot
They go against the cause
They're dead to me now
I left em at the morgue
Uni drop out
Guess I'm a young 'Ye
But some things ain't for the boy
I'm paving my own way
And they hate that
It's no mistake that
They hate their own life
They try to take mine
Talking bout go out and get a "proper job"
These time I'm working harder than the lot of y'all
These time I'm the only tryna change the world
These times I'm the only one without a girl
I claim I don't fear anything other than time
My biggest fear is that you're happy with another guy
I claim I don't fear anything other than time
My biggest fear is that you're happy with another guy
[Break]:
And this till your future husband, hes gon do us apart
[Verse 2]:
A couple girls wanna stand me up
The same girls saw the steeze wanna hit me up
Big dreams
Living clean yeah I got the Beem
Same thing I told this bitch she ain't wanna believe
Believe it now they see it
But it's too late cause I'm moving on to better
Poppin off no Baretta
1 Xtra
I'm do it
Imma fire in the booth it
I've been grafting with this music
Turn this music into movies
Yeah I'm making all these movements
Now they see it and they snooping
Truth is I've been straight up cooped in
In my room where I died
Raise the dead from the tomb
I'm alive
I survived
Suicide
In a time when I had nothing
Nothing more nothing less
Just a dream
Or a thought
I'm a mess
But I'm blessed
But I'm blessed
I guess I'm blessed
But I'm blessed, guess I'm blessed
Mum keep praying for me
Cause you prayers are stronger than mine
Suicide
No way in feeling too alive
Cause this is Suicide
Put it on a list but the list keeps growing like a cyst
I ain't getting an happier
It's been a long year
Like it's always been
But this time around its only been filled with sin
Fucking a church girl guess we're both going to hell
We we're really down to ride might end up in jail
It was drink, drugs and naked women
And the King tryna make a killing
Instead I made a villain
Brew hate for the world
Can't stand any of these fucking girls
Look what you all made me do
Look what you all turned me to
Tell me what the fuck I ever did to any one of you
Fake people and fake friends
You'll still get to see the king make it to the end
I'm just a dead beat son, brother and boyfriend
That's why I drove us all the way to the very end
I hope one day you understand
I'm still that boy
I'm not the man
But I'll be yours cause that was in the plan
To put a ring on your hand
I'm more likely to get famous than find someone better
I told Ray, he agreed, that boy has barely met her
And then I put that all up in my letter
Some days I wish I never met her
Not until I made it at least
We're going outright baby
Man to hell with a lease
ELJAY going higher
I remember all our talks man he nearly lost his fire
Now he's sitting on a milli plays
Guess he never thought he'd ever see that day
Topping Soundcloud charts
I'm on the come up too, now I got that push to start
Bunch of hoes wanna call me daddy
Grab your clothes call your own cabby
Man I'm too bold and too cold
Mental going wild like I'm Tuco
Now they all say I'm breaking bad
Nah b I'm just bussin back
And they only help out for their benefit
So I only fuck with those there before we lit
Me and Mike in the broken whip
Then me and Mike in my mums whip
Then me and Mike talk about some shit
Told him one day I'll be whipping lit
Me and Ray in the broken whip
Me and Ray in my mums whips
Then me and Ray talk about some shit
Then me and Ray pull off bout to do some stupid shit
There's a lot to say but ain't always a song to say it
And so I put it in the outro
And I got a bunch of haters
That's at least what the word on the street is
I've never heard so much BS
And I hear a lot
Cause niggas talk a lot
And bitches talk a lot
And I know it all
So I don't trust a lot
They go against the cause
They're dead to me now
I left em at the morgue
And I hear a lot
Cause niggas talk a lot
And bitches talk a lot
And I know it all
So I don't trust a lot
They go against the cause
They're dead to me now
I left em at the morgue
Uni drop out
Guess I'm a young 'Ye
But some things ain't for the boy
I'm paving my own way
And they hate that
It's no mistake that
They hate their own life
They try to take mine
Talking bout go out and get a "proper job"
These time I'm working harder than the lot of y'all
These time I'm the only tryna change the world
These times I'm the only one without a girl
I claim I don't fear anything other than time
My biggest fear is that you're happy with another guy
I claim I don't fear anything other than time
My biggest fear is that you're happy with another guy
[Break]:
And this till your future husband, hes gon do us apart
[Verse 2]:
A couple girls wanna stand me up
The same girls saw the steeze wanna hit me up
Big dreams
Living clean yeah I got the Beem
Same thing I told this bitch she ain't wanna believe
Believe it now they see it
But it's too late cause I'm moving on to better
Poppin off no Baretta
1 Xtra
I'm do it
Imma fire in the booth it
I've been grafting with this music
Turn this music into movies
Yeah I'm making all these movements
Now they see it and they snooping
Truth is I've been straight up cooped in
In my room where I died
Raise the dead from the tomb
I'm alive
I survived
Suicide
In a time when I had nothing
Nothing more nothing less
Just a dream
Or a thought
I'm a mess
But I'm blessed
But I'm blessed
I guess I'm blessed
But I'm blessed, guess I'm blessed
Mum keep praying for me
Cause you prayers are stronger than mine
Suicide
No way in feeling too alive
Cause this is Suicide