Venting Realization of a Revelation by King Duma Lyrics

Left alone to his own devices
A man will only do what he knows,
Only pray for what he can see,
And be only what he truly desires to be.
I cannot continue to live my life as someone's second,
To be valued on a scale of none the less,
I am done with people, of all shapes and sizes,
Genders, sexual orientations, and ideologies
I refuse to not be truly loved and appreciated;
Like how I feel about the gifts I bring,
The love I give, the loyal I display, and the time I place
To those who honestly don’t give a damn about my time and space.
There are a select few that I know are worth all that is given mutually,
But there are also those who chameleon that energy to fool me.
The fortunate thing is now, I am allowing everyone to be treated the same,
Unloved and hated since that's the price of fame,
Because the majority of those who have been in my world, see my heart as a child's game.
So to eliminate the pain, I will not subject myself anymore to the idea of standing the rain
Those who truly value me will do so through thick and thin
Regardless if they see me lose or win,
Even if I lied to myself and committed the ultimate sin
Of falling in love again.