Eish by KindaCool Lyrics
[Intro]
Eish...
You know the outer me seems to be more happier than the inner me
Man I lie about my feelings everyday
And its kinda funny how I pretend to be a saint
But let me paint a picture
Sorta like a museum of my life
Eish (yeah)
Oh my,uh!
Aha
[Verse 1]
Here we go again
There's a lot on my mind
I feel the pressure on my shoulders but I still say "I got this"
Granny saying,"Man up"
Talking bills to pay up
Mommy underpaid
Wish I wasn't living but I gotta embrace my life
I'm praying for strength
Lotta things did change
Used to go to church
Nigga in a sequence
Now its a pattern, I'm thinking a lot like
Where do I stand?
I guess on the ground
I'm longing to be on top of the world
(On top of the world nigga)
My dreams are bigger
My bed feeling double weight
Guess I gotta swish up to the double bed
Uh, hustling for dough
Lie to make money
Bitches asking airtime
(Fuck em)
Man I'm sleeping late
Waking up early
Before sunrise
Tryna kick game but I dunno karate
Living life like it is but something gotta change
Talking life ain't fair
Females saying "No" before I even speak
I gotta live above the breadline just to have y'all
Oh my, God bless my hustle
[Hook]
What did I do to deserve this?
Am I really paying for my parent's sins?
All I want is money hope you got it
My mind twisted and I hate it
Life ain't fair my motto
They say its a game but I never win
I'm losing myself at this life thing
Tryna stay put but I'm fucking breaking
What did I do to deserve this?
Am I really paying for parent's sins?
All I want is money hope you got it
My mind twisted and I hate it
[Verse 2]
I'm really trying hard
I was thinking money
I had to do something then I introduced
(Cooler Hooler Beats)
Thinking it would pay up
Ain't nobody wanna do business yeah
Back at home, mommy sayin,"I gotchu son"
Daddy doesn't care, he don't even know me
I felt like punching him but then I thought Exodus
Respect-your-elders-to live-longer
Tryna run to my aunt, she running somewhere
Maybe its the reason she don't want me in her house
Now I'm all alone, in a cruel world
Thinking about my scars, I gotta get 'didas to symbolize my shit
I swear, if I tell you about my pain
Nigga you would bleed too
My friends so scared
They don't fuck with me anymore
I guess they realised, I always hated gang bang
My circle getting smaller
I know who gon' be there when I finna fall
Relationships getting weaker and weaker
My mother-son relationship better than my father-son
Playing happy family when your friends pitch up
Behind closed doors
Shit is too ugly
Tryna edit the picture but I'm failing cause I ain't God, man this hurts
Now I'm sipping Russian Bear
Tryna forget but my problem remains
Had suicidal thoughts
I was too weak that's why I'm still alive
Shit ain't going my way
I need some deflection
Its a pity we don't get to choose the perfect life
I could've played my cards right
Put the joker aside
Live good life but here I am asking questions like
[Hook]
What did I do to deserve this?
Am I really paying for my parent's sins?
All I want is money hope you got it
My mind twisted and I hate it
Life ain't fair my motto
They say its a game but I never win
I'm losing myself at this life thing
Tryna stay put but I'm fucking breaking
What did I do to deserve this?
Am I really paying for parent's sins?
All I want is money hope you got it
My mind twisted and I hate it
[Outro]
Eish (x12)
Yeses
Eish (x16)
(Its KindaCool you idiot)
Eish...
You know the outer me seems to be more happier than the inner me
Man I lie about my feelings everyday
And its kinda funny how I pretend to be a saint
But let me paint a picture
Sorta like a museum of my life
Eish (yeah)
Oh my,uh!
Aha
[Verse 1]
Here we go again
There's a lot on my mind
I feel the pressure on my shoulders but I still say "I got this"
Granny saying,"Man up"
Talking bills to pay up
Mommy underpaid
Wish I wasn't living but I gotta embrace my life
I'm praying for strength
Lotta things did change
Used to go to church
Nigga in a sequence
Now its a pattern, I'm thinking a lot like
Where do I stand?
I guess on the ground
I'm longing to be on top of the world
(On top of the world nigga)
My dreams are bigger
My bed feeling double weight
Guess I gotta swish up to the double bed
Uh, hustling for dough
Lie to make money
Bitches asking airtime
(Fuck em)
Man I'm sleeping late
Waking up early
Before sunrise
Tryna kick game but I dunno karate
Living life like it is but something gotta change
Talking life ain't fair
Females saying "No" before I even speak
I gotta live above the breadline just to have y'all
Oh my, God bless my hustle
[Hook]
What did I do to deserve this?
Am I really paying for my parent's sins?
All I want is money hope you got it
My mind twisted and I hate it
Life ain't fair my motto
They say its a game but I never win
I'm losing myself at this life thing
Tryna stay put but I'm fucking breaking
What did I do to deserve this?
Am I really paying for parent's sins?
All I want is money hope you got it
My mind twisted and I hate it
[Verse 2]
I'm really trying hard
I was thinking money
I had to do something then I introduced
(Cooler Hooler Beats)
Thinking it would pay up
Ain't nobody wanna do business yeah
Back at home, mommy sayin,"I gotchu son"
Daddy doesn't care, he don't even know me
I felt like punching him but then I thought Exodus
Respect-your-elders-to live-longer
Tryna run to my aunt, she running somewhere
Maybe its the reason she don't want me in her house
Now I'm all alone, in a cruel world
Thinking about my scars, I gotta get 'didas to symbolize my shit
I swear, if I tell you about my pain
Nigga you would bleed too
My friends so scared
They don't fuck with me anymore
I guess they realised, I always hated gang bang
My circle getting smaller
I know who gon' be there when I finna fall
Relationships getting weaker and weaker
My mother-son relationship better than my father-son
Playing happy family when your friends pitch up
Behind closed doors
Shit is too ugly
Tryna edit the picture but I'm failing cause I ain't God, man this hurts
Now I'm sipping Russian Bear
Tryna forget but my problem remains
Had suicidal thoughts
I was too weak that's why I'm still alive
Shit ain't going my way
I need some deflection
Its a pity we don't get to choose the perfect life
I could've played my cards right
Put the joker aside
Live good life but here I am asking questions like
[Hook]
What did I do to deserve this?
Am I really paying for my parent's sins?
All I want is money hope you got it
My mind twisted and I hate it
Life ain't fair my motto
They say its a game but I never win
I'm losing myself at this life thing
Tryna stay put but I'm fucking breaking
What did I do to deserve this?
Am I really paying for parent's sins?
All I want is money hope you got it
My mind twisted and I hate it
[Outro]
Eish (x12)
Yeses
Eish (x16)
(Its KindaCool you idiot)