Losing my interest by Killxaki Lyrics

Losing my interest
Losing my heart
Broke till the end
I was broke from the
Start
Im falling apart
So im using this art
To fix all my pain
To take it away
But the minute
I step from the mic
Is the minute It comes back to
Stay

Often i get sick and tired of acting like im really happy but really
I feel like collapsing
Im drowning and gasping for
Air and i feel like the people just stare and they glare
While my Speakers are blasting
And Im out here rapping
With our fingers all up in
The air cuz we really dont care
Said you want real love so why you actin' difficult
Can't find a way to voice so I'm doin' this lyrical
The pain you give is critical
You act like I'm a criminal
But YOU stole my heart and broke it
Why do I act pitiful?
Is it cause I'm missin' you?
Miss it when I'm kissin' you?
You told me our love was pivotal
And I put you on a pinnacle
Then you went and showed me that true love is straight mythical

Yeah
I say why you actin' different
I just wanna know why you changed
Yeah