Premonitions by Killer Intellect Lyrics
Dear diary I'm writing, hear my tale of the day
It might not be the best but still, I have to say
Ive been dreaming in my dreams someone will say
End of the line I have to take your life
As I observe I can it's me
Standing in a picture perfect family
And I look at myself the carrier of a disease
That come to me with no signs or symptoms
And lust filled like Bart Simpson
Rage in me like I am part human
Yet feel trippy like its lucid
It don't feel real
When I say I loved nigga shit was for real
But all a nigga want is to feel like he can kill
Niggas dying on the daily when will they ever chill
It's like a custom that he always got to keep it real
But what's real when the loved one's can't feel
The urge or the need to be with
Greater number niggas trynna bewitch
But real in the hood is leaves your brains spilled
You expect your death to forever send chills
As a man who beat bills
Cheap thrills
Rest in peace to you as a cheap trick
Could have been a hero but you went quick
I miss the days a wake up pay his taxes
Or the days a nigga take his kids through classes
I know the system there wanna leave you unhired
But if it don't appeal then maybe you deserve it
I had a dad and maybe don't deserve him
I like your raising but didn't like what you were raising
And mom you too you were amazing
Took my crapload words and turned it into caring
If I was plankton then mom you were my Karen
And I'm sorry when I left you heartbroken
Damn I was so foolish to think I would carry on
In your tight grasp that is where I belong
Screw the world 2pac prelude number 4
Life is like a gun but without no reload
You fuck around playing with niggas till one falls
You shadow fight with me, then you should grow some balls
Niggas rapping how they got and go post it
That leaves no difference between you and the clitoris
You think you gangsta but the hood it never fed you
In your time in a cell who ever called you
With mind and soul, you go rep your venue
Find it gangsta that u did time for those who raised you
I find it stupid that you think that nigga loved you
Yeah, you the gangsta but your mama still breastfeed you
It's only true you live once
Meaning that only have to once
Ill make it quick cause ma nigga I'm coming
With the rage of a cyclone to tear his path
With the words of proverbs to teach his path
What I tell maybe you do not deserve it
A second life is what I'm suggesting
Kill our demons
Mean the kid be on the drugs too
But come with me well get further coz we two
It might not be the best but still, I have to say
Ive been dreaming in my dreams someone will say
End of the line I have to take your life
As I observe I can it's me
Standing in a picture perfect family
And I look at myself the carrier of a disease
That come to me with no signs or symptoms
And lust filled like Bart Simpson
Rage in me like I am part human
Yet feel trippy like its lucid
It don't feel real
When I say I loved nigga shit was for real
But all a nigga want is to feel like he can kill
Niggas dying on the daily when will they ever chill
It's like a custom that he always got to keep it real
But what's real when the loved one's can't feel
The urge or the need to be with
Greater number niggas trynna bewitch
But real in the hood is leaves your brains spilled
You expect your death to forever send chills
As a man who beat bills
Cheap thrills
Rest in peace to you as a cheap trick
Could have been a hero but you went quick
I miss the days a wake up pay his taxes
Or the days a nigga take his kids through classes
I know the system there wanna leave you unhired
But if it don't appeal then maybe you deserve it
I had a dad and maybe don't deserve him
I like your raising but didn't like what you were raising
And mom you too you were amazing
Took my crapload words and turned it into caring
If I was plankton then mom you were my Karen
And I'm sorry when I left you heartbroken
Damn I was so foolish to think I would carry on
In your tight grasp that is where I belong
Screw the world 2pac prelude number 4
Life is like a gun but without no reload
You fuck around playing with niggas till one falls
You shadow fight with me, then you should grow some balls
Niggas rapping how they got and go post it
That leaves no difference between you and the clitoris
You think you gangsta but the hood it never fed you
In your time in a cell who ever called you
With mind and soul, you go rep your venue
Find it gangsta that u did time for those who raised you
I find it stupid that you think that nigga loved you
Yeah, you the gangsta but your mama still breastfeed you
It's only true you live once
Meaning that only have to once
Ill make it quick cause ma nigga I'm coming
With the rage of a cyclone to tear his path
With the words of proverbs to teach his path
What I tell maybe you do not deserve it
A second life is what I'm suggesting
Kill our demons
Mean the kid be on the drugs too
But come with me well get further coz we two