Scared of the day I turn 18 by Kill Rejekt Lyrics

[Intro]
So cold aye
This morning [yeah]
This morning
I wake up [ok]2x
[verse]
She sat and watch me through
The window
She sat and watch as the wind
Blows
Thinking to myself like wow
Not used to being on this side of town
Such a fuck up
Need to grow up and get my head up out
The past now
Now
Knowing someday ill be great
And do great things
For my mom and for
My family
[so if you gonna hate me please hate me]3x
Wow
16 no cap no playing
Scared of the day when I turn 18
What will I do I'm going crazy
Just cast me in a fire I'm saying
I need to recollect right now
Thinking of these feelings like how
How I got here where I came and where
I'm going right now
Now
[thinking where I'm gonna end up alone]3x
Thinking how I'm gonna end up
Alone
[outro]
Aye [yeah]
Aye