Dont Cry For Me by Kila (AU) Lyrics

I feel all this pressure inside my head
So empty i dont know if im alive or dead
You want me better, i heard what you said
But most days i can't even get out of bed

What if i told you all the times that i bled
All the nights i lay awake with that feeling of dread
Would you even care of all the tears that ive shed
Do you care at all or have i been misled

When i die will the church be empty
Will the casket roll in, to just my family
Is wanting people there a sign of vanity
Or arе we just seeing another side of my insanity

I want pеople to like me i wanna feel loved
But for so many years ive felt i wasn’t enough
Im not gunna lie things have been rough
But ive got no one to tell when things get tough

Fade away
Fade away
What if no one remembers me when i go
When the grass on the grave starts to grow
No one will visit no one will care
Or if they do why didn’t they while i was still there

But i dont expect it ill fade into the stars
Fade into where the sky is a work of art
Fade into the black and watch from the moon
And make sure that my family doesn’t join me too soon

Im so scared of grief, i need to go first
And they can meet me there when they fall from the earth
But i can't hang around and watch people die
My lifes not worth enough ill be the first goodbye

Dont cry for me, when its time to transcend
And im not gunna lie, i wish i had friends
But lets not sit here and play pretend
Im so sick of this pain and i just need it to end

Fade away
Fade away