Composure by Kiki Rockwell Lyrics
[Intro]
You're brave, but I smell fear
Run deep, but you're still shallow
I've not yet walked these halls
But I know that they are hallowed
I've not yet swum too deep
But already I'm sinking
This current is too strong
Don't know what I was thinking
[Pre-Chorus]
My slow burnt plan got too much fire
Say I don't care, but I'm a liar
[Chorus]
Yes, I'm trying to keep composure
Not stay over
Fucking told you that I do not roll over
But, my god, I want to hold you
Yes, I'm trying to keep composure
Way too hot, I'm boiling over
Shoot me down, I am your soldier
Four leaf clover, it's game over
Yes, I'm trying to keep composure
Drive me crazy, fucking chauffeur
Full disclosure, full disclosure
I do not do well enclosured
If there's someone else, I loathe her
I just want to be your shoulder
But my heart's become a boulder
I protest but you bulldozer
[Verse]
I don't think it will blow over overnight
So I'll let down my sword
Middle of the field
And if the danger comes
I'll bow my head and yield
I'll get down from my high horse
Let weak spots be revealed
I'll give the room some air
Though they're not fully healed
[Pre-Chorus]
My slow burnt plan got too much fire
Say I don't care, but I'm a liar
[Chorus]
Yes, I'm trying to keep composure
Not stay over
Fucking told you that I do not roll over
But, my god, I want to hold you
Yes, I'm trying to keep composure
Way too hot, I'm boiling over
Shoot me down, I am your soldier
Four leaf clover, it's game over
Yes, I'm trying to keep composure
Drive me crazy, fucking chauffeur
Full disclosure, full disclosure
I do not do well enclosured
If there's someone else, I loathe her
I just want to be your shoulder
But my heart's become a boulder
I protest but you bulldozer
[Verse]
I don't think it will blow over overnight
So, tie me to the mast
I hear the flood below
And measure up on cascade
I give into the flow
'Cause it's all over now, baby blue
It's all over now, I found you
[Chorus]
Yes, I'm trying to keep composure
Not stay over
Fucking told you that I do not roll over
But, my god, I want to hold you
Yes, I'm trying to keep composure
Way too hot, I'm boiling over
Shoot me down, I am your soldier
Four leaf clover, it's game over
Yes, I'm trying to keep composure
Drive me crazy, fucking chauffeur
Full disclosure, full disclosure
I do not do well enclosured
If there's someone else, I loathe her
I just want to be your shoulder
But my heart's become a boulder
I protest but you bulldozer
[Outro]
I don't think it will blow over overnight
I'll hold you for an hour
But I'm too damn proud to stay
But I got this awful feeling
You're gonna get your way
You're brave, but I smell fear
Run deep, but you're still shallow
I've not yet walked these halls
But I know that they are hallowed
I've not yet swum too deep
But already I'm sinking
This current is too strong
Don't know what I was thinking
[Pre-Chorus]
My slow burnt plan got too much fire
Say I don't care, but I'm a liar
[Chorus]
Yes, I'm trying to keep composure
Not stay over
Fucking told you that I do not roll over
But, my god, I want to hold you
Yes, I'm trying to keep composure
Way too hot, I'm boiling over
Shoot me down, I am your soldier
Four leaf clover, it's game over
Yes, I'm trying to keep composure
Drive me crazy, fucking chauffeur
Full disclosure, full disclosure
I do not do well enclosured
If there's someone else, I loathe her
I just want to be your shoulder
But my heart's become a boulder
I protest but you bulldozer
[Verse]
I don't think it will blow over overnight
So I'll let down my sword
Middle of the field
And if the danger comes
I'll bow my head and yield
I'll get down from my high horse
Let weak spots be revealed
I'll give the room some air
Though they're not fully healed
[Pre-Chorus]
My slow burnt plan got too much fire
Say I don't care, but I'm a liar
[Chorus]
Yes, I'm trying to keep composure
Not stay over
Fucking told you that I do not roll over
But, my god, I want to hold you
Yes, I'm trying to keep composure
Way too hot, I'm boiling over
Shoot me down, I am your soldier
Four leaf clover, it's game over
Yes, I'm trying to keep composure
Drive me crazy, fucking chauffeur
Full disclosure, full disclosure
I do not do well enclosured
If there's someone else, I loathe her
I just want to be your shoulder
But my heart's become a boulder
I protest but you bulldozer
[Verse]
I don't think it will blow over overnight
So, tie me to the mast
I hear the flood below
And measure up on cascade
I give into the flow
'Cause it's all over now, baby blue
It's all over now, I found you
[Chorus]
Yes, I'm trying to keep composure
Not stay over
Fucking told you that I do not roll over
But, my god, I want to hold you
Yes, I'm trying to keep composure
Way too hot, I'm boiling over
Shoot me down, I am your soldier
Four leaf clover, it's game over
Yes, I'm trying to keep composure
Drive me crazy, fucking chauffeur
Full disclosure, full disclosure
I do not do well enclosured
If there's someone else, I loathe her
I just want to be your shoulder
But my heart's become a boulder
I protest but you bulldozer
[Outro]
I don't think it will blow over overnight
I'll hold you for an hour
But I'm too damn proud to stay
But I got this awful feeling
You're gonna get your way