Existentialcrisisman Demo by Kiddus (UK) Lyrics

Is there a special way I'm supposed to talk to you
I think I missed that boat
You're looking pretty safe on that shore
If you throw me a line
I just might float there

Is there a special way I'm supposed to talk to you
I think I missed that class
But if you tell me the rules, I promise I'll
I promise I'll learn fast

If I was smart
I'd say I'm getting lost
Getting lost in your eyes, girl
If I was smart
I'd be getting lost in your eyes
Lost in your eyes
But I ain't smart
No I'm just lost
Girl I'm lost I can't find them
No I ain't smart
I've been getting lost looking for
Lost looking for your eyes again
I struggle with...
Finding the words, open spaces
(Lost looking for your eyes again)
High places
There's this low pitched drone in my ears I can't shake it
(Lost looking for your eyes again)
Self-depreciation's pretty weak but
I dont have the confidence you seek
(Lost looking for your eyes again)
Tell me is it too much?
Is it not enough?
(Lost looking for your eyes)

Is there a special way I'm supposed to talk to you
I think I missed that boat
You're looking pretty safe on that shore
If you throw me a line
I just might float there

Is there a special way I'm supposed to talk to you
I think I missed that class
But if you tell me the rules, I promise I'll
I promise I'll learn fast

If I was smart
I'd say I'm getting lost
Getting lost in your eyes, girl
If I was smart
I'd be getting lost in your eyes
Lost in your eyes
But I ain't smart
No I'm just lost
Girl I'm lost I can't find them
No I ain't smart
I've been getting lost looking for
Lost looking for your eyes again
X2
Lost looking for your eyes again
X5

[Unreleased Verse]
I'm guilty of
Being hard on my self and deifying anyone who says they'll help me
And my ego has made me deaf
It's been a while since my shoulders got wet

I used to be
Good at advice
Until I stopped taking it myself
Am I too wrong?
Is this too much?