Happy Endings. by KiddGlokk Lyrics
Growing up I walked in faith
16 years and all of that changed
Every day I fight the same pain
And sometimes I feel like God's just in my way
Things ain't the same
And ever since you left
There's been spite in my name
I'm wrecking my brain
I look like I'm sane
But that's only the effect of the Novocain
I tried to forget and go out and skate
Got a concussion instead
I fell on my head
I hit the curb and thought I was dead
Laid there still as I bled
I looked to my left and saw nothing but red
I'm just a kid who's been skipping his meds
Things start to fade and I'm seeing black
All I could do is reminisce and look back
Numb to my legs as I try to fight back
Starting to close my eyes
I'm seeing God, and I’m seeing him take my life
The next thing I see is the flashing lights
I’m fighting with God as I’m rolling the dice
I'm shouting to God that it's not my time
I've been living my life
But I'm not living it right
Used to say nobody could change my mind
‘Till I saw God’s face on the ground there next to mine
I wish that I could change the past
But everything has changed so fast
I'm stuck inside my pain like glass
Inside the window where I framed our past
I'm like a sailor lost in open seas
My mind adrift in memories
With stormy thoughts and restless dreams
To you gave the best of me
You were the poison without remedy
And yet I wish that you'll remember me
Beyond your lies and jealousies
You were the rope that tethered me
Enduring harsher weather
And the fact is that it's true
You hurt me and I ran back to you
Back then I used to mask the truth
But it’s said to be true
You beg me to makeup and come back to you
16 years and all of that changed
Every day I fight the same pain
And sometimes I feel like God's just in my way
Things ain't the same
And ever since you left
There's been spite in my name
I'm wrecking my brain
I look like I'm sane
But that's only the effect of the Novocain
I tried to forget and go out and skate
Got a concussion instead
I fell on my head
I hit the curb and thought I was dead
Laid there still as I bled
I looked to my left and saw nothing but red
I'm just a kid who's been skipping his meds
Things start to fade and I'm seeing black
All I could do is reminisce and look back
Numb to my legs as I try to fight back
Starting to close my eyes
I'm seeing God, and I’m seeing him take my life
The next thing I see is the flashing lights
I’m fighting with God as I’m rolling the dice
I'm shouting to God that it's not my time
I've been living my life
But I'm not living it right
Used to say nobody could change my mind
‘Till I saw God’s face on the ground there next to mine
I wish that I could change the past
But everything has changed so fast
I'm stuck inside my pain like glass
Inside the window where I framed our past
I'm like a sailor lost in open seas
My mind adrift in memories
With stormy thoughts and restless dreams
To you gave the best of me
You were the poison without remedy
And yet I wish that you'll remember me
Beyond your lies and jealousies
You were the rope that tethered me
Enduring harsher weather
And the fact is that it's true
You hurt me and I ran back to you
Back then I used to mask the truth
But it’s said to be true
You beg me to makeup and come back to you