I wAnnA Get hiGh by Kidd JuliAn Lyrics

Yeah
I wanna get high
I just wanna get high
I wanna get high
Too much on my mind
Do not wanna talk, but the truth is I'm lyin'
I just wanna get high
Too much on my mind
Do not wanna talk, but the truth is I'm lyin'
I just wanna get high
I just wanna get high
Way too much on my mind
Do not wanna talk, but the truth is I'm lyin'


Now to me it really ain't no thing as gettin too high
If this feelin' take over I just might overdose and die
Do I stay strong or fall submissive to what might not keep me alive
What's on yo mind
What's on y'all mind
This shit on my mind all the time
Smoke somethin' for the guys, and I'll smoke somethin' for the guys
Pourin' shots hopin' that it drown these thoughts of suicide
Pop another pill e'ry time I feel time ain't on my side
And please don't tell me shit becausе these drugs keep me just finе
Yeah

I wanna get high
Too much on my mind
Do not wanna talk, but the truth is I'm lyin'
I just wanna get high
Too much on my mind
Do not wanna talk, but the truth is I'm lyin'
I just wanna get high
I just wanna get high
Way too much on my mind
Do not wanna talk, but the truth is I'm lyin'


Now who knew there was such a thin line between death and life
What's death when I'm killin' myself just to be alive
What's life when the urge of killin' is more than praisin' God
Blessed with life, cursed to live it, I feel like Frankenstein
Yeah
JULIAN
He smile all the time ain't nothin' wrong with 'em
His confidence is on a mountain top like who gone get 'em
I was born in the winter
I still get cold my nigga
My heart imitates a shiver
My heart been cold nigga
That's why I never gave a fucc about who I leave behind
Cuz I play catch-up just to catch-up to see myself ahead of my time
See my dad wasn't around
Shit got deep roots in the ground
Kidd J was one parent away from being an orphan child

I wanna get high
Too much on my mind
Do not wanna talk, but the truth is I'm lyin'
I just wanna get high
Too much on my mind
Do not wanna talk, but the truth is I'm lyin'
I just wanna get high
I just wanna get high
Way too much on my mind
Do not wanna talk, but the truth is I'm lyin'


Used to cry my fuccin' heart out, that's why I ain't got one now
I'm so numb inside could prolly pull a tapeworm out my mouth
I spit these flows cuz it touch feelin's that I could never bring out
No longer stable for a spouse
It's all about the money now
My handouts I handed out
If rAp don't work then trap it out
Work, work if you work it out
If that don't work get out the house
Fucc it I'm a big Kidd now
It's way deeper than it sound
Earn yo respect and snatch yo crown
Don't look bacc and don't bacc down
Too young goin' thru the drought
My exit the drug route
Now I'm a stranger to the house
Now it's a hill I'm goin' down
And these feelin's stop comin' out
And tears stop pourin' down
Cuz I get fucced up like an addict, I can string strung, out

I put my mouth on my heart
Put the sound to my mind
Keep my eyes to the sky
Blowing smoke to get high
Angels fly by my side, to help me cope with my mind
Don't wanna talk about probs, but the truth is I'm lying
That's why I get high


Yeah, Kidd J