Trying to Be Heard by Kidd Dreamer Lyrics
Uh, New Day, New Dreams
Old friends old shit. okay
Hold up, Listen here
It seems that the more you try
The less you get recognized
And the more work you put into
Your life the more people
Recognize, the summer grass as
Green as my eyes, the cold nights
Feeling like I'm surrounded by
The ghosts of the greats who've died
And they saying, don't lose yourself
Keep praying, one day you'll make it
That's what they saying, but only 2 or 3
People even notice the Kidd, and he's hoping
Someone see who the fuck he trying to be
Cause god made me, and had a fucking plan
And i am, living for that plan
Striving towards making the world a better place
Just take my name, and remember this fucking face
I'll change the world and they'll still hate
But fuck em, I'm still here, I'm still real
Reckless as Hell, My life is a fucking Journey
And What a story to tell
People idolize they idols, i idolize the real idols
K E double that L, S, The Machine Gun, is real
And the best, pain of living with all that fame
And he still the best, I'm writing till my hands sore
Chest full of stress, but the Mind of the Kidd is gone
The nice days, relaxing on his lawn, that shit is gone
Now im stayin up, dusk till dawn, can't find a way to sleep
My good nights of sleep are gone, but I'm still here
Faced having no water no lights, I'm still here
Faced the battle between brothers, I'm still here
Faced being hated by a whole school, I'm still here
Faced a grandma, who used to hate on me, I'm still here
Faced having friends who always put me down, I'm still here
Faced a family who always fought I'm still here
Faced all this pain, every single year
Till 2013, this why i am here
Every morning i woke up, had to conceal
The pain from the night before, but i still feel
It, making me sad, and pissed off, but gotta go to school
So i bottle up all the sadness, to go to school
Just to face being picked on, at that school
Kids, Don't Do Drugs, it doesn't make you cool
But most the kids around me, do drugs and they the cool groups
What do i do, I'm trying to stay clean
For me, my girl, and every single teen
So fuck a mill fuck a 100 dolla bill, I'm giving back
To the ones in the ghetto and the culdesac
Dead end streets, dead end jobs
Oh you made over 200 this week, what are the odds
My dad gotta few jobs, but barely gets paid
Laying in the shade waiting for the Better Days
This Vampire Angel, got me ina spell
I'm the bully, and you've been Saved By The Bell
My So-Called Life has been Hell, and i almost fell
Off the radar of the Law and Order Crew, but
Dark Shadows kept me true, The Kidd is at it, Once Again
Living for now, not for the End, jumping Picket Fences
Just to get to the End, of the street, I am Irish
But No Windows Peak, Going Past These Outer Limits
Feel like I'm in prison when will someone visit
Maybe they sick a, me, maybe, i can't see, maybe I'm blind
But what if, everything is just a Harsh Realm
What if all these people just wanna overwhelm me
What if i stood tall, way above em, like an elm tree
Gotta do what is right for me, my life is like
A old movie, got the action and romance, even the comedy
Don't Stop Believing that's what they tell me
My lifes a great Journey, who's gonna follow me
Been doing this too long, whos gonna listen to me
How will i get noticed, one moment, let me get focused
Even at the coldest nights in my room
I think about my life, and how to get through
I feel like I'm the next too, be put into
A tomb, tomb of gold, cause all i want is to be seen
Seen at the theater and Tv Screens, so remember me, and
Everything i did, cause i did it for the good of humanity
When i die, holograph me, wanna live forever
Like the legends, I'm the teacher to the youngin's
Only got one Lesson, be you be real
I'm sick of Messing, with these haters and bullshit
Maybe one day, they'll listen to the Kidd
And the crew i had, all ran and hid
What the fuck i did ? shit i wanna know
Whats gonna happen to me shit i wanna know
Maybe one day, i'll find it out
But till then, keep coming with your doubt
Listen to the Kidd, Go, Praying Amen
Lord save me, once again, i need you again
Living for my girl, living for now, amen
Reckless, I am, E.s.T My plan
Never gonna quit it, Kidd is ill
And realer than before, I'm leaving for now
But please please people don't shut the door
{outro}
Thank You, Thank You
Thank You All, Live Life
Ya Bitch !
Old friends old shit. okay
Hold up, Listen here
It seems that the more you try
The less you get recognized
And the more work you put into
Your life the more people
Recognize, the summer grass as
Green as my eyes, the cold nights
Feeling like I'm surrounded by
The ghosts of the greats who've died
And they saying, don't lose yourself
Keep praying, one day you'll make it
That's what they saying, but only 2 or 3
People even notice the Kidd, and he's hoping
Someone see who the fuck he trying to be
Cause god made me, and had a fucking plan
And i am, living for that plan
Striving towards making the world a better place
Just take my name, and remember this fucking face
I'll change the world and they'll still hate
But fuck em, I'm still here, I'm still real
Reckless as Hell, My life is a fucking Journey
And What a story to tell
People idolize they idols, i idolize the real idols
K E double that L, S, The Machine Gun, is real
And the best, pain of living with all that fame
And he still the best, I'm writing till my hands sore
Chest full of stress, but the Mind of the Kidd is gone
The nice days, relaxing on his lawn, that shit is gone
Now im stayin up, dusk till dawn, can't find a way to sleep
My good nights of sleep are gone, but I'm still here
Faced having no water no lights, I'm still here
Faced the battle between brothers, I'm still here
Faced being hated by a whole school, I'm still here
Faced a grandma, who used to hate on me, I'm still here
Faced having friends who always put me down, I'm still here
Faced a family who always fought I'm still here
Faced all this pain, every single year
Till 2013, this why i am here
Every morning i woke up, had to conceal
The pain from the night before, but i still feel
It, making me sad, and pissed off, but gotta go to school
So i bottle up all the sadness, to go to school
Just to face being picked on, at that school
Kids, Don't Do Drugs, it doesn't make you cool
But most the kids around me, do drugs and they the cool groups
What do i do, I'm trying to stay clean
For me, my girl, and every single teen
So fuck a mill fuck a 100 dolla bill, I'm giving back
To the ones in the ghetto and the culdesac
Dead end streets, dead end jobs
Oh you made over 200 this week, what are the odds
My dad gotta few jobs, but barely gets paid
Laying in the shade waiting for the Better Days
This Vampire Angel, got me ina spell
I'm the bully, and you've been Saved By The Bell
My So-Called Life has been Hell, and i almost fell
Off the radar of the Law and Order Crew, but
Dark Shadows kept me true, The Kidd is at it, Once Again
Living for now, not for the End, jumping Picket Fences
Just to get to the End, of the street, I am Irish
But No Windows Peak, Going Past These Outer Limits
Feel like I'm in prison when will someone visit
Maybe they sick a, me, maybe, i can't see, maybe I'm blind
But what if, everything is just a Harsh Realm
What if all these people just wanna overwhelm me
What if i stood tall, way above em, like an elm tree
Gotta do what is right for me, my life is like
A old movie, got the action and romance, even the comedy
Don't Stop Believing that's what they tell me
My lifes a great Journey, who's gonna follow me
Been doing this too long, whos gonna listen to me
How will i get noticed, one moment, let me get focused
Even at the coldest nights in my room
I think about my life, and how to get through
I feel like I'm the next too, be put into
A tomb, tomb of gold, cause all i want is to be seen
Seen at the theater and Tv Screens, so remember me, and
Everything i did, cause i did it for the good of humanity
When i die, holograph me, wanna live forever
Like the legends, I'm the teacher to the youngin's
Only got one Lesson, be you be real
I'm sick of Messing, with these haters and bullshit
Maybe one day, they'll listen to the Kidd
And the crew i had, all ran and hid
What the fuck i did ? shit i wanna know
Whats gonna happen to me shit i wanna know
Maybe one day, i'll find it out
But till then, keep coming with your doubt
Listen to the Kidd, Go, Praying Amen
Lord save me, once again, i need you again
Living for my girl, living for now, amen
Reckless, I am, E.s.T My plan
Never gonna quit it, Kidd is ill
And realer than before, I'm leaving for now
But please please people don't shut the door
{outro}
Thank You, Thank You
Thank You All, Live Life
Ya Bitch !