Losing Touch by Kid Dreamer Lyrics

Bury my heart in the backyard
It’s just gotten so heavy to carry
With all that we are
Oh god I’m grinding down my teeth
I can’t disguise myself or swallow my grief
I feel like I hate everyone and everything
I’m like Holden Caufield I’m
(Wearing my heart on my sleeve)

I’ve outgrown this box
This place it sucks
These people I can’t stand
You used to feel the same
When we used to talk
When you used to know my name

Maybe you were right in thinking that I should stay the night
Cause were losing touch
I’ve been grieving too much
And I dreamt you were a ghost
Haunting this head from my bed post
Oh god, I feel like I’m washing away
(I’d rather die)
Than let these bones dry and decay
I guess I’m not man enough
To stand tall and tough
To catch daggers with my spine
My mother’s death tore me up
I know I’ve had it rough
I think about you all the time

Have you outgrown this box?
This place still sucks
These people you can’t stand
You used to feel the same
When we used to talk
When you used to know my name

I can’t believe I waited up for you
And all shit that you put me through
I let the blood run red and blue
When my shoulders grew
Having to bear you on my own