Close by Kid AZ Lyrics

You left me bleeding now I'm controlling demons
Made peace with my shattered feelings
Got freedom now I'm healing
First time in years I'm breathing

Whenever I see you smile
Whenever I see you cry
Whenever it's been a while
I won't be there
I don't need you with me
And that's okay with me
But when the lies I tell myself break down I wanna hold you close

Cause when I hold you close my problems seem to fade away
When I hold you close I can see colors instead of grey
I feel things I can't replace when you're with me
That's when my mask falls off you'll see I'm gone
I'm already gone

I told you everything but now you run away
My health is starting to deteriorate
I don't know what I'm supposed to do when you stare into my eyes
Tryna keep the act up but it's all but a disguise cause
Cause when I hold you close my problems seem to fade away
When I hold you close I can see colors instead of grey
I feel things I can't replace when you're with me
That's when my mask falls off you'll see I'm gone
I'm already gone

5 am in the morning I'm all alone
In my head it's rainy
I'm afraid of what might come
They might call me crazy
It may be sunny outside but for me it's all the same
A shady way of hiding what is the blame oh

Cause when I hold you close my problems seem to fade away
When I hold you close I can see colors instead of grey
I feel things I can't replace when you're with me
That's when my mask falls off you'll see I'm gone
I'm already gone