My Story by Kevinbo202 Lyrics
[Intro]
This is my story and my life, this is the way it goes
Didn't know what I was doin' but these are the decisions that I chose
Now-a-days everything's just so unreal
The pain I use to have and the pain that I still feel
[Verse 1]
I really came from nothin' man, nothin' at all
Gave it all I got
It just caused me to fall
Just an angry teen
Pissed off, made so mean
Then I realized I became a fiend for this green
The hunger pain I always had drove me insane
Pacing in the house
Finding someone to blame
What could I do? 15 with no job
Always pissed off
Always looked like a slob
Really wanted to work but didn't have a ride
Nothing near by
I'd sit pissed and cried
Wanted a future and to start a family
But mine fell apart, thought this was the end of me
Then the anger and hate just kept building up
Nothing no one could say to me, I just did not give a fuck!
And the person you're hearing is that same hungry kid
But in a different situation and i'm older
That's it
[Hook]
'Cause this is my story and the way that I lived
Exactly how I saw it growing up as a kid
The anger and the hatred turned right into passion
I needed the success, no questions askin'
[Verse 2]
Me and my father could just never get along
We both wouldn't admit when we both were wrong
We'd argue and fight almost every single night
He came home always drunk and he knew it wasn't right
One day it was it, he said that he would quit
He would try to be healthy and filled the fridge with slim quick
We actually had a talk, it all just so felt strange
He said we'd be a family again and that things would change
We talked about the good times, the few that we had
It all just gave me hope for the fam and dad
I thought that maybe just maybe things could get better
'Cause we definitely need it now
Honestly, more than ever
All the fights and cop calls and would be put aside
We'd actully be friends again
My dad and I
I was just so excited by the things that he said
But just the next morning found him on the floor dead
[Hook]
'Cause this is my story and the way that I lived
Exactly how I saw it growing up as a kid
The anger and the hatred turned right into passion
I needed the success, no questions askin'
[Bridge]
'Cause' this is my story
My story?
Seems fucked up? Damn surely
And after he passed I became depressed
But I took my anger and all my stress
It became the fuel to my success
Achieved so much but now what's next?
What's next? This game
Claimin' it now on my name
Kevinbo is insane
First EP now he's claimin' the game
Kevinbo is insane
First EP now he's claimin' the game
[Outro]
You know what? I love you dad, but i'm doing this for me
I needed to get that off my chest, I needed this
I've got nothing to prove to nobody
I'm just doing this for me
This is my story and my life, this is the way it goes
Didn't know what I was doin' but these are the decisions that I chose
Now-a-days everything's just so unreal
The pain I use to have and the pain that I still feel
[Verse 1]
I really came from nothin' man, nothin' at all
Gave it all I got
It just caused me to fall
Just an angry teen
Pissed off, made so mean
Then I realized I became a fiend for this green
The hunger pain I always had drove me insane
Pacing in the house
Finding someone to blame
What could I do? 15 with no job
Always pissed off
Always looked like a slob
Really wanted to work but didn't have a ride
Nothing near by
I'd sit pissed and cried
Wanted a future and to start a family
But mine fell apart, thought this was the end of me
Then the anger and hate just kept building up
Nothing no one could say to me, I just did not give a fuck!
And the person you're hearing is that same hungry kid
But in a different situation and i'm older
That's it
[Hook]
'Cause this is my story and the way that I lived
Exactly how I saw it growing up as a kid
The anger and the hatred turned right into passion
I needed the success, no questions askin'
[Verse 2]
Me and my father could just never get along
We both wouldn't admit when we both were wrong
We'd argue and fight almost every single night
He came home always drunk and he knew it wasn't right
One day it was it, he said that he would quit
He would try to be healthy and filled the fridge with slim quick
We actually had a talk, it all just so felt strange
He said we'd be a family again and that things would change
We talked about the good times, the few that we had
It all just gave me hope for the fam and dad
I thought that maybe just maybe things could get better
'Cause we definitely need it now
Honestly, more than ever
All the fights and cop calls and would be put aside
We'd actully be friends again
My dad and I
I was just so excited by the things that he said
But just the next morning found him on the floor dead
[Hook]
'Cause this is my story and the way that I lived
Exactly how I saw it growing up as a kid
The anger and the hatred turned right into passion
I needed the success, no questions askin'
[Bridge]
'Cause' this is my story
My story?
Seems fucked up? Damn surely
And after he passed I became depressed
But I took my anger and all my stress
It became the fuel to my success
Achieved so much but now what's next?
What's next? This game
Claimin' it now on my name
Kevinbo is insane
First EP now he's claimin' the game
Kevinbo is insane
First EP now he's claimin' the game
[Outro]
You know what? I love you dad, but i'm doing this for me
I needed to get that off my chest, I needed this
I've got nothing to prove to nobody
I'm just doing this for me