This Alcohol by Kevin Gonyo Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I hear crying in the middle of the night
Close the bathroom door, shut out the light
It kills me slow, and I know I'm not what you need
This alcohol is killing me

[Verse 2]
You break me up with every little thing you do
How could I ever put faith in you?
For all those days, minutes, months, years, and weeks?
This alcohol is killing me

[Verse 3]
I don't know what it means to be
My own man, my own currency
The sun is high, no shadow under me
This alcohol is killing me

[Chorus]
I'm tired of trying to think if God is on my side
I'm sick of waking up with fear in my eyes
I've been staying out later every night
And I just can't tell if what I do is right
[Verse 4]
Baby, you're just a small town girl
Why did I let you become my world?
And now this ground is shaking under me
This alcohol is killing me
This alcohol is killing me

[Chorus]
I'm tired of trying to think if God is on my side
I'm sick of waking up with fear in my eyes
I've been staying out later every night
And I just can't tell if what I do is right