Suffered by Kevin Caesar Lyrics
(Verse 1)
I mean these people say they know me
I don’t know myself
I don’t know my wealth
I’m still struggling with my health
The pain of having to be picture perfect
In this cold world
My brain still curled
My thoughts still swirled and twirled
I know i try to help other people but i got my own problems
I try to help my little brother but he got his own problems
He still traumatized from the time that bank robber robbed him
Took his jordans, nintendo ds, and his little phone
Too bad he couldn’t even hold his own
I’m eating myself alive because i can’t get away from the fact that i wasn’t there
I haven’t seen my older brothers in almost a year my dad don’t even care
They probably out selling rocks tryna get they own fare
But sheesh
I never been one of the dealer guys
I sleep with one eye open and almost saw the prize
I see black all the time
Barely these blue skies
These white collar dudes were red but i only see these white ties
I feel indisguise
Can’t feel my own comfort
Haven’t been the same since that ram truck hit are car bumper
We had to walk threw the cold streets no car jumper
You know it’s pain when it’s cold in the fucking summer
You know it’s pain when ya sister stuck with a nigga don’t really want her
I want to see my fam but i’m still stuck with the pain that i just suffered
Don’t want them to see me cry
Don’t want them to see me fly
Don’t want to see me die
Every night i think to myself
My nigga who am i
Was i sent here to lie
Was i sent here to die
Or sent here to wipe these glass tears off these glass eyes
My nigga who i am i
Who i am i
Who i am……
I mean these people say they know me
I don’t know myself
I don’t know my wealth
I’m still struggling with my health
The pain of having to be picture perfect
In this cold world
My brain still curled
My thoughts still swirled and twirled
I know i try to help other people but i got my own problems
I try to help my little brother but he got his own problems
He still traumatized from the time that bank robber robbed him
Took his jordans, nintendo ds, and his little phone
Too bad he couldn’t even hold his own
I’m eating myself alive because i can’t get away from the fact that i wasn’t there
I haven’t seen my older brothers in almost a year my dad don’t even care
They probably out selling rocks tryna get they own fare
But sheesh
I never been one of the dealer guys
I sleep with one eye open and almost saw the prize
I see black all the time
Barely these blue skies
These white collar dudes were red but i only see these white ties
I feel indisguise
Can’t feel my own comfort
Haven’t been the same since that ram truck hit are car bumper
We had to walk threw the cold streets no car jumper
You know it’s pain when it’s cold in the fucking summer
You know it’s pain when ya sister stuck with a nigga don’t really want her
I want to see my fam but i’m still stuck with the pain that i just suffered
Don’t want them to see me cry
Don’t want them to see me fly
Don’t want to see me die
Every night i think to myself
My nigga who am i
Was i sent here to lie
Was i sent here to die
Or sent here to wipe these glass tears off these glass eyes
My nigga who i am i
Who i am i
Who i am……