Losing my mind by Kennedy Betts Lyrics
Losing my mind [prod. kassgocrazy]
I’m losing my mind
I'm losing my mind
So let me step out of it
Move to the side
Or try to go round a bit
Above and beyond
Or below where the bottom is
I can't seem to find
Just where there's an opening
So let me break
Crack it wide open then
I'll escape
On the waves of the ocean and
It's so crazy
How I
Got a roof, food, and a warm bed
Water, clothes, and I'm well fed
Car to drive, money to spend
Got more than most, but I'm suffering
Inside
I’m losing my mind
And it fluctuates
Like a bpm
One day I'm fine
Next here I am
One day I'm up
Next day descend
Call it what you what you want
But I'm battling
Til I see the end
This the path I'm lead
That I'm following
Endure the pain
Fighting hollows and
Killing demons
With this bloody pen
But there are times
When you just got
To let me break
Crack open my psyche
Then rearrange
The pieces inside me
So let me break
Crack open my psyche
The rearrange
The pieces inside me
Sometimes you gotta break it in order to re-shape it
Just shatter it to pieces to see just what they’re stained with
Then take the scattered pieces and throw away the tainted
Rearrange the remaining for new picture to be painted
A new pot to be created
Strip away all of the layers
Leaving me completely naked
I am molded by my Maker
It's not that I lack Peace
It's just the pain I'm facing
I'm not really complaining
I'm just making a statement
I endure it with patience
This process, I got faith in
I was just unaware of
The cost of chain breaking
I'm losing my mind
They said let's go to therapy so you can talk to someone
I said i talk to God already, I don't need no one
They're just gonna check some boxes, and then try to shove them
Fake meds in my head, thinking that they're doing good but
They don't understand, through this road I'm overcoming
Demons and the illness that they keep labeling us with
The internal's spiritual my spirit fights the darkness
I’m losing my mind but never forget where my heart is
I’m losing my mind
So let me break
Crack open my psyche
Then rearrange
The pieces floating inside me
I’m losing my mind
I'm losing my mind
So let me step out of it
Move to the side
Or try to go round a bit
Above and beyond
Or below where the bottom is
I can't seem to find
Just where there's an opening
So let me break
Crack it wide open then
I'll escape
On the waves of the ocean and
It's so crazy
How I
Got a roof, food, and a warm bed
Water, clothes, and I'm well fed
Car to drive, money to spend
Got more than most, but I'm suffering
Inside
I’m losing my mind
And it fluctuates
Like a bpm
One day I'm fine
Next here I am
One day I'm up
Next day descend
Call it what you what you want
But I'm battling
Til I see the end
This the path I'm lead
That I'm following
Endure the pain
Fighting hollows and
Killing demons
With this bloody pen
But there are times
When you just got
To let me break
Crack open my psyche
Then rearrange
The pieces inside me
So let me break
Crack open my psyche
The rearrange
The pieces inside me
Sometimes you gotta break it in order to re-shape it
Just shatter it to pieces to see just what they’re stained with
Then take the scattered pieces and throw away the tainted
Rearrange the remaining for new picture to be painted
A new pot to be created
Strip away all of the layers
Leaving me completely naked
I am molded by my Maker
It's not that I lack Peace
It's just the pain I'm facing
I'm not really complaining
I'm just making a statement
I endure it with patience
This process, I got faith in
I was just unaware of
The cost of chain breaking
I'm losing my mind
They said let's go to therapy so you can talk to someone
I said i talk to God already, I don't need no one
They're just gonna check some boxes, and then try to shove them
Fake meds in my head, thinking that they're doing good but
They don't understand, through this road I'm overcoming
Demons and the illness that they keep labeling us with
The internal's spiritual my spirit fights the darkness
I’m losing my mind but never forget where my heart is
I’m losing my mind
So let me break
Crack open my psyche
Then rearrange
The pieces floating inside me