YEARNING by Kendall Joshua Lyrics
[VERSE 1]
I have a yearning for death you can pour the gasoline and set fire to my flesh
They so caught up in the mess but i'm really not impressed asking me to play some chess
I'm like what that gotta do with me I'm jumping off of the next bridge that I see
Too young for a gun so if anybody asks we just using it for fun
[HOOK]
Seven days of the week, getting thrown down always getting beat
365, sitting in my chair want the angels to arrive
[VERSE 2]
I just really wanna die and it eats me alive I don't think I will survive
Sunday I said nah cut the crap I was doing alright you ain't gotta do that
Tuesday, I bought it right back but the fucking rope snapped
They say I'm a man of many hats but they all seem to have loose threads in the back
I have a yearning for death I don't want another meal I don't want another breath when I really get upset wish I was at Columbine or maybe Virginia Tech end my life I'm obsessed
None of us ever planned to be depressed
Could it be O-yama cause it's not Baphomet
Couldn't pay the universe cause my engery's in debt
Most of ya'll won't believe me wanna make a bet
[Hook]
Seven days of the week, always getting thrown down always getting beat
365, too much anxiety gotta go run and hide
[VERSE 3]
Have you ever wanted death to the point where you keep plastic bags in your bed put them over your head till the circulation stops grab your neck twist it back hoping that it will fall off
Well at this very moment my desires very low my despair is very potent
Star wars tryna stop the walls from closing serotonin why you decomposing
[OUTRO]
I have a yearning for death you can pour the gasoline and set fire to my flesh
I have a yearning for death you can pour the gasoline and set fire to my flesh
They so caught up in the mess but i'm really not impressed asking me to play some chess
I'm like what that gotta do with me I'm jumping off of the next bridge that I see
Too young for a gun so if anybody asks we just using it for fun
[HOOK]
Seven days of the week, getting thrown down always getting beat
365, sitting in my chair want the angels to arrive
[VERSE 2]
I just really wanna die and it eats me alive I don't think I will survive
Sunday I said nah cut the crap I was doing alright you ain't gotta do that
Tuesday, I bought it right back but the fucking rope snapped
They say I'm a man of many hats but they all seem to have loose threads in the back
I have a yearning for death I don't want another meal I don't want another breath when I really get upset wish I was at Columbine or maybe Virginia Tech end my life I'm obsessed
None of us ever planned to be depressed
Could it be O-yama cause it's not Baphomet
Couldn't pay the universe cause my engery's in debt
Most of ya'll won't believe me wanna make a bet
[Hook]
Seven days of the week, always getting thrown down always getting beat
365, too much anxiety gotta go run and hide
[VERSE 3]
Have you ever wanted death to the point where you keep plastic bags in your bed put them over your head till the circulation stops grab your neck twist it back hoping that it will fall off
Well at this very moment my desires very low my despair is very potent
Star wars tryna stop the walls from closing serotonin why you decomposing
[OUTRO]
I have a yearning for death you can pour the gasoline and set fire to my flesh