Dark Conversations A True Story by Keith Band$ Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Lately I been talking to myself
All this money piling you would
Thought that sh*t would help
Just don’t take breaks
With the ones that you love
Them diamonds shine bright
When they drug through the mud
Just believe love gone conquer all
But on the other hand
Hold on it hurts to fall
Blinded by love
It hurt to see what u facing
That's why I find myself
In dark conversation
I remember being in the room pacing
Trying to separate love and obligation
Trying to stay strong
With my whole sole aching
See cracks in this armor
Hell yeah they tried to break it
I think the problem is
I don't feel nobody
And everybody snakes
I just don't know who gone bite me
I was up 5 in the morning
On a crazy ride
I don't think ya'll understand
I could've died
And the way odds work
I won’t get another
Maybe that should've been the day
I met my brother
Snap out of that sh*t
But I be feeling so alone
I'm tired of using bandages
God please take me home
I don't know where the f*ck this is
These convo's get dark
Maybe if I only trusted me from the start
I probably wouldn’t know
That life was this hard
It’s a gift that’s a curse
And I put up what's the worth (yeah)
Lately I been talking to my self
This devil on my shoulder tempting
God I need some help
Room full of people
Why the f*ck I feel alone
I lost a part of me
So I made a different me
Hell yeah he's a little twisted
But he always there for me
I feel like I’m on a ride
But I never took a seat
Sometimes we sit and talk
About trials and tribulations
That's why it ends up
A dark conversation
But Band$ won’t let them in
It’s like I had to sit Keith down
To let them in
Oooo please take the wheel
And while you handle that
I'mma write my will
AND LEAVE IT ALL TO KJ
I remember falling
They said everything but mayday
Then I remember
I’m up bands on these n*ggas
But never talk down
Bra it feels so familiar
I was always last picked
I was always the one it
I was always searching
Feel like I’m here by myself
Every time I open up
They turn deaf
So I hold shit in
But I can’t fit nothing else
So Band$ tell me when they left
Highway to heaven
I can’t bang no more
Because this flesh feel pain
I can’t take no more
All these open sores
And I be trying to patch it up
I guess what I'm doing
Just don't be enough (yeah)
Lately I been smoking by myself
I tried everything
Weed the only thing that help
I know it look good
But I feel so alone
I don’t no where I’m at
I'm just trying to make it home
I been on the road busting lefts
Without the blinkers on
I been falling all apart
So this heart I tape it on
Disappointed in myself
All these bottles that I'm facing
Having dark conversations
Lately I been talking to myself
All this money piling you would
Thought that sh*t would help
Just don’t take breaks
With the ones that you love
Them diamonds shine bright
When they drug through the mud
Just believe love gone conquer all
But on the other hand
Hold on it hurts to fall
Blinded by love
It hurt to see what u facing
That's why I find myself
In dark conversation
I remember being in the room pacing
Trying to separate love and obligation
Trying to stay strong
With my whole sole aching
See cracks in this armor
Hell yeah they tried to break it
I think the problem is
I don't feel nobody
And everybody snakes
I just don't know who gone bite me
I was up 5 in the morning
On a crazy ride
I don't think ya'll understand
I could've died
And the way odds work
I won’t get another
Maybe that should've been the day
I met my brother
Snap out of that sh*t
But I be feeling so alone
I'm tired of using bandages
God please take me home
I don't know where the f*ck this is
These convo's get dark
Maybe if I only trusted me from the start
I probably wouldn’t know
That life was this hard
It’s a gift that’s a curse
And I put up what's the worth (yeah)
Lately I been talking to my self
This devil on my shoulder tempting
God I need some help
Room full of people
Why the f*ck I feel alone
I lost a part of me
So I made a different me
Hell yeah he's a little twisted
But he always there for me
I feel like I’m on a ride
But I never took a seat
Sometimes we sit and talk
About trials and tribulations
That's why it ends up
A dark conversation
But Band$ won’t let them in
It’s like I had to sit Keith down
To let them in
Oooo please take the wheel
And while you handle that
I'mma write my will
AND LEAVE IT ALL TO KJ
I remember falling
They said everything but mayday
Then I remember
I’m up bands on these n*ggas
But never talk down
Bra it feels so familiar
I was always last picked
I was always the one it
I was always searching
Feel like I’m here by myself
Every time I open up
They turn deaf
So I hold shit in
But I can’t fit nothing else
So Band$ tell me when they left
Highway to heaven
I can’t bang no more
Because this flesh feel pain
I can’t take no more
All these open sores
And I be trying to patch it up
I guess what I'm doing
Just don't be enough (yeah)
Lately I been smoking by myself
I tried everything
Weed the only thing that help
I know it look good
But I feel so alone
I don’t no where I’m at
I'm just trying to make it home
I been on the road busting lefts
Without the blinkers on
I been falling all apart
So this heart I tape it on
Disappointed in myself
All these bottles that I'm facing
Having dark conversations