Shame by Keiron Laer Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I was raised in a jungle
Bit by snakes but I still stay humble
Had my call now it’s time to rumble
You’re getting it worse if your raps are mumble
Left and right make a big man stumble
I got grown regrets
I’m known to flex but deep down I’m so depressed
I show the best but you don’t even know me yet
My flows a death, trap so I overstep
My life’s a riddle so I’m fiddling with these
Thoughts all up in my head telling me I need to leave
So much pain now I’m struggling to breathe
I don’t care about fame I writе rhymes for me
So many nights I’ve been feeling alonе
You’re gonna hear how I feel in this song
Tryna be good, feeling misunderstood no one cares if I’m here
Oh well maybe I’m wrong
Every thought is a battle
Every breath is a war
I don’t think I can take any more
Every one looks to me like I’m free but inside I don’t know what I’m doing this for
I know so many that want me to quit, I admit, I’ve never been chatty
I’ve never been happy
I Hate Myself but it’s nothing like Maddie
There’s stress on my back that I have to carry
[Chorus]
You see me smile but I really wanna cry (Yeahh)
'Cause in this life I feel I'm always asking 'why' (Ooh)
I can't take this anymore
I escape by writing more
[Verse 2]
This is a miracle, how am I living?
Born in the depths now it's darkness I live in
Everyone else has been taught to keep swimming
But nobody knows how I'm feeling
I feel like I'm drowning but looking around I see everyone's breathing
This ain't the end of me
But it feels like the end of me
I opened up now I've run out of trust even family feels like the enemy
Please do not come up to me when you need help
I struggle, unbuckled, no seatbelt
I'd be down in the sea then wash up on a beach man I'm starting to feel like a seashell
I come back with a message I'm hoping everybody can see
Lord forgive me, I wanna be free
Tell me how to survive if I feel like this life ain't for me
[Chorus]
You see me smile but I really wanna cry (Yeahh)
'Cause in this life I feel I'm always asking 'why' (Ooh)
I can't take this anymore
I escape by writing more
[Outro]
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I was raised in a jungle
Bit by snakes but I still stay humble
Had my call now it’s time to rumble
You’re getting it worse if your raps are mumble
Left and right make a big man stumble
I got grown regrets
I’m known to flex but deep down I’m so depressed
I show the best but you don’t even know me yet
My flows a death, trap so I overstep
My life’s a riddle so I’m fiddling with these
Thoughts all up in my head telling me I need to leave
So much pain now I’m struggling to breathe
I don’t care about fame I writе rhymes for me
So many nights I’ve been feeling alonе
You’re gonna hear how I feel in this song
Tryna be good, feeling misunderstood no one cares if I’m here
Oh well maybe I’m wrong
Every thought is a battle
Every breath is a war
I don’t think I can take any more
Every one looks to me like I’m free but inside I don’t know what I’m doing this for
I know so many that want me to quit, I admit, I’ve never been chatty
I’ve never been happy
I Hate Myself but it’s nothing like Maddie
There’s stress on my back that I have to carry
[Chorus]
You see me smile but I really wanna cry (Yeahh)
'Cause in this life I feel I'm always asking 'why' (Ooh)
I can't take this anymore
I escape by writing more
[Verse 2]
This is a miracle, how am I living?
Born in the depths now it's darkness I live in
Everyone else has been taught to keep swimming
But nobody knows how I'm feeling
I feel like I'm drowning but looking around I see everyone's breathing
This ain't the end of me
But it feels like the end of me
I opened up now I've run out of trust even family feels like the enemy
Please do not come up to me when you need help
I struggle, unbuckled, no seatbelt
I'd be down in the sea then wash up on a beach man I'm starting to feel like a seashell
I come back with a message I'm hoping everybody can see
Lord forgive me, I wanna be free
Tell me how to survive if I feel like this life ain't for me
[Chorus]
You see me smile but I really wanna cry (Yeahh)
'Cause in this life I feel I'm always asking 'why' (Ooh)
I can't take this anymore
I escape by writing more
[Outro]
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