Autumn by Keepsake (AU) Lyrics

I find it hard to breathe in the same air these days
I'm struggling to find sleep
Now knowing that the same fear still lurks within me
When the lights go out
And I can't seem to shake this pain in my chest
Knowing that one day all that will remain of us
Are memories through soft spoken tongues
Returning to ash or restarting a cycle

Bloom or fall
Bloom or fall

For as long as I've remembered
I've always been the lucky one
Bleeding flowers from my gums
Now there's a thorn in my tongue

The only thing I've ever known was torn from my reach
Now the rosеs from my skull are wilting
I'm struggling to breathe
And I only wantеd to break the blue
But I'm struggling
I'm struggling to pull through
Help me understand why I feel this way
I wanted to clear my conscience
Be free from pain

Tear my roots apart
Free me from myself
Tear my roots apart
Tear my thorns out too
Don't let me rot with my thoughts

And I pick each petal at a time
What I'd give to rest with you once again
Don't leave me here
Out in the cold
Don't let me wilt

Don't let me wilt
Just a flower left
Out in the cold
Out in the cold
I deserve more than this
And so did you, my dear
But rot together or rot apart
We'll both decay
One petal at a time
One petal at a time