Save my tears by Kayla_kami Lyrics

[Intro]
(With all of my mental disabilities and my past of self harm plus my past of drug use meanwhile im still in recovery and my alcohol problem I'm basically mentally abusing you)

[Verse]
Im not right
Im messed up
Everything I did to you was out of love
But I need to know
If you feel the same
Do you feel my pain?

[Chorus]
Im not a doll
Im not that good at all
I know im fucked up
Don't even care enough
That's alright
I'll save my tears
For another fight (I'll save my tears)

[Verse]
Well, ive lost
Im sorry that I'm not
Good enough
But you, you see (see me)
That im not like other girls
Tell me, will you be there (be there)
For me when I fall?
Or do you(do you)
Evеn care at all?
[Chorus]
I'm not a doll
Im not that good at all
I know im fucked up
Dont evеn care enough
That's alright
I'll save my tears
For another fight

[Bridge]
Listen to my heart beating
I know my love has no meaning
The sickness im down with is hurtful
And there is no treating
I'll always be grateful
That your with me
But tonight I close my eyes
Forever sleeping

[Chorus]
Im not a doll
Im not that good at all
I know I'm fucked up
Dont even care enough
But that's alright
I'll save my tears
For another fight
[Outro]
Someone to save me
Kill me
Erase me