Under the Skin by Kayla Rizq Lyrics
[Verse 1: Deyhan Nugroho]
Been livin’ out my life now
Lookin’ clean with this white mask on
But when that shit be taken
Ya’ll be lookin’ at scars
Been livin’ out my life now
[Verse 2: Kayla Rizq]
Look at those time
Where the silence was a prime
And the guidance of mine were the lines of rhymes
Used to took some spliff on grade nine
So i can put a joy on my grey mind
Keeping a smile on a face, tryna look fine
Look fine, feel fine, live fine, yeah
Couple days, couple stays
I guess it wears off through my lonely night, troubled days
Tried healin’ myself with
Alcohol, cannabis, and the other shit
Peeping off with all of my vices
And I used to be in lack of advices
A definition of pure dark isolation
That I once lived by
And i cannot control it like a kite fly fly fly fly
To the sky and in the dark
Nightly alibi an explanation
To the many dark contemplation
'bout situations that I ain’t gonna mention because
Don’t wanna let mother know about this shit
Don’t wanna let mother know about this
[Verse 3]
Cause I’ve been
Losin’ myself now, my health is a bit off rusted now
Stomach full of acid, can’t believe i would emptied it
On a short sit without a glass, such a jackass you are
Jumpin’ into pit of tar
Sensitive you are, and in constant need of hands from afar
Bitch you ain’t a motherfuckin’ star
Fuck you and your empty jar of hope
Cuz there’s no hope, no hope
Hope is far away up, up in here
[Outro]
I wish I could call her but why bother
I wish I could call someone but why bother
Guess i should locked myself in my room
Guess i should locked myself and my thoughts in my room
Cuz i don’t wanna make a fuss with mum about my doom
Been livin’ out my life now
Lookin’ clean with this white mask on
But when that shit be taken
Ya’ll be lookin’ at scars
Been livin’ out my life now
[Verse 2: Kayla Rizq]
Look at those time
Where the silence was a prime
And the guidance of mine were the lines of rhymes
Used to took some spliff on grade nine
So i can put a joy on my grey mind
Keeping a smile on a face, tryna look fine
Look fine, feel fine, live fine, yeah
Couple days, couple stays
I guess it wears off through my lonely night, troubled days
Tried healin’ myself with
Alcohol, cannabis, and the other shit
Peeping off with all of my vices
And I used to be in lack of advices
A definition of pure dark isolation
That I once lived by
And i cannot control it like a kite fly fly fly fly
To the sky and in the dark
Nightly alibi an explanation
To the many dark contemplation
'bout situations that I ain’t gonna mention because
Don’t wanna let mother know about this shit
Don’t wanna let mother know about this
[Verse 3]
Cause I’ve been
Losin’ myself now, my health is a bit off rusted now
Stomach full of acid, can’t believe i would emptied it
On a short sit without a glass, such a jackass you are
Jumpin’ into pit of tar
Sensitive you are, and in constant need of hands from afar
Bitch you ain’t a motherfuckin’ star
Fuck you and your empty jar of hope
Cuz there’s no hope, no hope
Hope is far away up, up in here
[Outro]
I wish I could call her but why bother
I wish I could call someone but why bother
Guess i should locked myself in my room
Guess i should locked myself and my thoughts in my room
Cuz i don’t wanna make a fuss with mum about my doom