Hell Is Other People by Kayla Rizq Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Now hold on wait minute, i’ve been gone another minute
Edit my perspective and in it I found
The bliss of living life with having no limit
Now dive me
Into something authentic
Giving life a little bit of a drive
Look into my wound
Down into the gloom
As the moon find
What made my doom shine
Uncontrollable thoughts by the lies from people
People made these drivel expectations
Objectifications and damnation that was awful
As it made me sank deeper, and deeper
I would say they lay eggs on my mind
Hatched, open, and i got knocked inside my mind
That’s why i kept having these irritating attacks
That i often found myself in line of a kind with
One of the kind that bothered only my deep sleep
Keeping me caged
As i don’t know where to seek
Don’t know where my sentinel
A longing desire of comfort for my mental
[Chorus: Deyhan Nugroho]
I don’t know what to say, what to say
What to say, no
I don’t know what to say, what to say
What to say, no
I don’t mind, that I’ve been goin’ deeper
Now i know
That hell is other people
[Verse 2]
I thought and I thought
If they bought and I gave
The gift that are left inside of me
Passion with my creativity
Thought that these people would last
Like a family
But i’m just a dead puppet
Seeking the conformity
Fuck this shit it ain’t worth my authenticity
Cause my artistry is higher than commercial slavery
Hell, people say i’m just the guy who took photographies sell
And i’m glad i idled and giggled at ease with a bliss
These kisses i gave were genuinely sincere
And i don’t know if they ever return the dearly favour
Forever i learn cleverly that people might cut strongly strings
Intended or not intended, whatever
Imma just keep living life with guesses along with thesis
About shutting them hisses and stop kissing the asses
Live life with blisses and my gift
Give a toast to this longing desire of comfort for my broken mental
[Chorus: Deyhan Nugroho]
I don’t know what to say, what to say
What to say, no
I don’t know what to say, what to say
What to say, no
I don’t mind, that I’ve been goin’ deeper
Now i know
That hell is other people
[Verse 3]
They say i should follow
A way that they already know
Conform to an ideal written script as if I’m in a show
They say I should follow
My mother draining oils making flows
Forget about provocation and being Frida Kahlo
They say i should follow
With one religion that i was born-with years ago
And not search for other meaning keeping it narrow
Keeping it narrow
But you know, i ain’t dancing on the stage controlled by the flow
I’m not storing the thoughts inside no more
Jotting words i ought to speak
Mocking words of wordplay, neat
Because all of this is a comfort for my lonely mental
[Chorus: Deyhan Nugroho]
I don’t know what to say, what to say
What to say, no
I don’t know what to say, what to say
What to say, no
I don’t mind, that I’ve been goin’ deeper
Now i know
That hell is other people
[Outro]
Now hold on wait minute, i’ve been gone another minute
Edit my perspective and in it I found
The bliss of living life with having no limit
Now dive me
Into something authentic
Giving life a little bit of a drive
Look into my wound
Down into the gloom
As the moon find
What made my doom shine
Uncontrollable thoughts by the lies from people
People made these drivel expectations
Objectifications and damnation that was awful
As it made me sank deeper, and deeper
I would say they lay eggs on my mind
Hatched, open, and i got knocked inside my mind
That’s why i kept having these irritating attacks
That i often found myself in line of a kind with
One of the kind that bothered only my deep sleep
Keeping me caged
As i don’t know where to seek
Don’t know where my sentinel
A longing desire of comfort for my mental
[Chorus: Deyhan Nugroho]
I don’t know what to say, what to say
What to say, no
I don’t know what to say, what to say
What to say, no
I don’t mind, that I’ve been goin’ deeper
Now i know
That hell is other people
[Verse 2]
I thought and I thought
If they bought and I gave
The gift that are left inside of me
Passion with my creativity
Thought that these people would last
Like a family
But i’m just a dead puppet
Seeking the conformity
Fuck this shit it ain’t worth my authenticity
Cause my artistry is higher than commercial slavery
Hell, people say i’m just the guy who took photographies sell
And i’m glad i idled and giggled at ease with a bliss
These kisses i gave were genuinely sincere
And i don’t know if they ever return the dearly favour
Forever i learn cleverly that people might cut strongly strings
Intended or not intended, whatever
Imma just keep living life with guesses along with thesis
About shutting them hisses and stop kissing the asses
Live life with blisses and my gift
Give a toast to this longing desire of comfort for my broken mental
[Chorus: Deyhan Nugroho]
I don’t know what to say, what to say
What to say, no
I don’t know what to say, what to say
What to say, no
I don’t mind, that I’ve been goin’ deeper
Now i know
That hell is other people
[Verse 3]
They say i should follow
A way that they already know
Conform to an ideal written script as if I’m in a show
They say I should follow
My mother draining oils making flows
Forget about provocation and being Frida Kahlo
They say i should follow
With one religion that i was born-with years ago
And not search for other meaning keeping it narrow
Keeping it narrow
But you know, i ain’t dancing on the stage controlled by the flow
I’m not storing the thoughts inside no more
Jotting words i ought to speak
Mocking words of wordplay, neat
Because all of this is a comfort for my lonely mental
[Chorus: Deyhan Nugroho]
I don’t know what to say, what to say
What to say, no
I don’t know what to say, what to say
What to say, no
I don’t mind, that I’ve been goin’ deeper
Now i know
That hell is other people
[Outro]