A Burial in My Room by Kayla Rizq Lyrics
[Hook]
Lock the damn door, lock the damn door
A burial in my room, a burial in my room
I don’t wanna die, no, I don’t wanna lie
A burial in my room, a burial in my room, fuck
[Verse 1]
Dreaming in my room again, I
Locked the door it ain’t gonna be open soon
Doom by my own thoughts again
And if i go outside it’ll be kaboom
I see my liquid oozing out
Sought by the dark looming thoughts
Caught and flew out the rheum of teary eyes
Cries that denies the many lies I ought and obtain
Gain a little bit of fuckin' weight
Hate that I faced a lot of bullshit on my, on my
On my days I’ve been loosing myself
And without those faces I be crippling by myself
These nights troubled the soul and my mind
Solace is harder to find
Than the vices of any kind
So i’ma sign off, go inside
Hide myself with bricks of walls and a locked door
Go to a corner side and lay on the floor
With a whiskey by my side and no more
Bullshit from the outside, let me fckn hide
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
This tidal isn’t soft like the calm of the deep blue sea
Abruptly fell into the flow with ease
Snatched me and my crooked body
And i see a hole inside of me
Body crashed, and now me body start sinking
Into deep, into deep
Into deep to the thoughts that i deeply ponder and
I wonder if death is close on the distant yonder, shit
Mental slowly became manic
Sentinel is out and dead, panic
Thoughts burst into the mind like a thrown brick
And i guess i’ve isolated myself
Placed myself on top of the shelve like woody
And i will be forgotten by these many Andys
Guess i’ve been played by too much
Used my energy to all the people i love and such
What i got back were anxiety and doubt
Eager me to clutch the alcohol i fuckin’ bought
[Hook]
[Outro]
If you need me don’t bother
Ill be in my room alone
If you need me don’t bother
Ill be in my room alone
If you need me don’t bother
Ill be, ill be, ill be numb and alone
Lock the damn door, lock the damn door
A burial in my room, a burial in my room
I don’t wanna die, no, I don’t wanna lie
A burial in my room, a burial in my room, fuck
[Verse 1]
Dreaming in my room again, I
Locked the door it ain’t gonna be open soon
Doom by my own thoughts again
And if i go outside it’ll be kaboom
I see my liquid oozing out
Sought by the dark looming thoughts
Caught and flew out the rheum of teary eyes
Cries that denies the many lies I ought and obtain
Gain a little bit of fuckin' weight
Hate that I faced a lot of bullshit on my, on my
On my days I’ve been loosing myself
And without those faces I be crippling by myself
These nights troubled the soul and my mind
Solace is harder to find
Than the vices of any kind
So i’ma sign off, go inside
Hide myself with bricks of walls and a locked door
Go to a corner side and lay on the floor
With a whiskey by my side and no more
Bullshit from the outside, let me fckn hide
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
This tidal isn’t soft like the calm of the deep blue sea
Abruptly fell into the flow with ease
Snatched me and my crooked body
And i see a hole inside of me
Body crashed, and now me body start sinking
Into deep, into deep
Into deep to the thoughts that i deeply ponder and
I wonder if death is close on the distant yonder, shit
Mental slowly became manic
Sentinel is out and dead, panic
Thoughts burst into the mind like a thrown brick
And i guess i’ve isolated myself
Placed myself on top of the shelve like woody
And i will be forgotten by these many Andys
Guess i’ve been played by too much
Used my energy to all the people i love and such
What i got back were anxiety and doubt
Eager me to clutch the alcohol i fuckin’ bought
[Hook]
[Outro]
If you need me don’t bother
Ill be in my room alone
If you need me don’t bother
Ill be in my room alone
If you need me don’t bother
Ill be, ill be, ill be numb and alone