Looking Up by KayZeus_LNSG Lyrics
[Verse]
Sitting here empty-hearted, everyone has parted
Like I’m Pablo I’m supposed to be an artist, people look to me as the smartest
But it’s time I’ve come clean, I’m more broken than someone in their twenties and I’m only fourteen
It’s hard to look up when you do all you see is betrayal and backstabbing
I don’t know a better portrayal than myself, Fighting with depression and anxiety it’s battling
I’m still not bettering, people give me a pat on thе back but just because it's battering
I guеss this is what people consider average, I’m falling down like a gravel ridge
Shaking like a wooden bridge, 1,320 miles of air travel, back and forth
Even then I was looking down, not the slightest trace of a smile
Just a frown, Putting on a mask just like a clown
I’m trapped on this Earth, with the judges and those who hold grudges
It’s hard to be happy when people look at you like sludge and try to wipe you away like a smudge
I use to drudge, but now I’m cursing the day my mother gave birth
I’m really not made for anything I’m not worth
Like I’m Lazarus I’m still waiting for rebirth
Or it’s about time I look for Angel Falls
So I can at least have one moment to look up before I fall
Spiraling down so fast, life going so fast
I finally have the time to look at the past
I don’t regret anything, here we go (SPLASH)
[Outro]
Wings sprouting from my back, It’s about time I stop looking back
Or like sodom and Gomorrah, I will be a pillar of salt
I’m ascending no more worrying about faults
So happy for the first time I’m doing somersaults
Then a storm came and a lightning bolt hit
And I awoke to start the story over again
(How do I plan to make any progress if I’m just going in circles)
Sitting here empty-hearted, everyone has parted
Like I’m Pablo I’m supposed to be an artist, people look to me as the smartest
But it’s time I’ve come clean, I’m more broken than someone in their twenties and I’m only fourteen
It’s hard to look up when you do all you see is betrayal and backstabbing
I don’t know a better portrayal than myself, Fighting with depression and anxiety it’s battling
I’m still not bettering, people give me a pat on thе back but just because it's battering
I guеss this is what people consider average, I’m falling down like a gravel ridge
Shaking like a wooden bridge, 1,320 miles of air travel, back and forth
Even then I was looking down, not the slightest trace of a smile
Just a frown, Putting on a mask just like a clown
I’m trapped on this Earth, with the judges and those who hold grudges
It’s hard to be happy when people look at you like sludge and try to wipe you away like a smudge
I use to drudge, but now I’m cursing the day my mother gave birth
I’m really not made for anything I’m not worth
Like I’m Lazarus I’m still waiting for rebirth
Or it’s about time I look for Angel Falls
So I can at least have one moment to look up before I fall
Spiraling down so fast, life going so fast
I finally have the time to look at the past
I don’t regret anything, here we go (SPLASH)
[Outro]
Wings sprouting from my back, It’s about time I stop looking back
Or like sodom and Gomorrah, I will be a pillar of salt
I’m ascending no more worrying about faults
So happy for the first time I’m doing somersaults
Then a storm came and a lightning bolt hit
And I awoke to start the story over again
(How do I plan to make any progress if I’m just going in circles)